Cassette = Music
Console = Play
Film Strip = Movies Watched
to navigate.
Sunday, June 22, 2008, 11:38 PM
prison... tattered and broken childhood.
the world is nothing but darkness...
beatings and scoldings
repeating almost everyday without fail
gotten so used that has become part of the life
grown up, seeing things in different perspectives
feeling as though it's fixed and arranged
until He came
where hopes arises down deep from the darkness
despite knowing about the ugly truth
tiniest wishes hoping that understanding takes its place
however, more restrictions input
no room for anything else
humiliated, trampled pride
nothing comes out
numbness rode in
life went black white nothing else
too much
to the extend is useless
stressed rode in
demanding and endless demanding
to the extend of bursting
but no sound
no words nothing
everything done equals an X
be it right or wrong
slashed and stabbed
pain flows
but is unknown
all of it is just more and more
hopes crashed dreams shatters everything drops back to nothing
tired, heartened and locked up
once again
how cool will it be
if only...
shutting and opening
everything is gone....
