Sunday, January 28, 2007, 11:58 PM
bad mood....
recently i damn bad mood. com a little not working well. den metro also got a little problem.(will explain the details when have time)
met him and and his good friend on thurs and sat, when saw him was like as usual never see one another. willie also with me that time. haiz....
31st jan, can't wait to arrive....
wei ting
Saturday, January 20, 2007, 12:06 PM
gonna quitting soon....
went to tp on thurs, 18 jan. the school's awesome! really having a great day there! i really hope that i could enter the baking and culinary course! it's so wow, wonderful! learning baking and stuff using science and the knowledge! woo! it'll be fun yeah?!
anyway after discussing with ziyun and sam, we decided we'll quit on the 25th jan, 'cos it's really kind of tiring liao. hope that our lives is better after that!
recently found out that actually metro is like a gathering for me. last week started off on saturday by knowing that willie(the guy i say always bully ziyun wan), shu hui and jannah(my colleague) were from my primary school. so i was like well, metro is a gathering for east viewers! den today, i found out that Gavin(my department manager) is my church brother!!! is like i was asking him whether he's here on next thursday 'cos i wanna quit liao. he was like quitting? why? so i told him that i missing the church services ever since i work den he ask me when was the service, so i say sat, 2-5pm den is like i also say abt missing caregrps he ask me wad time so i say arn 3.30pm lor. den is like finally he ask me where's my church so i say somerset den ask me is it hope church den i say how you know. den he replied that he's also from my church i was like...wah..... why so coincidence lor, same primary school colleagues is like enough liao now is plus church brother. but however i'm happy to know that he's my church brother! Gavin is a very good boss. he isn't like other managers that are so strict and 'straight', he's like a friend to you like that. really enjoy working under him!
tired and sleepy
wei ting
Friday, January 19, 2007, 12:09 PM
the rose...
-the rose-some say love,
it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
some say love,
it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
i say love, it is a flower,
and you it's only seed.
it's the heart, afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance.
it's the dream, afraid of waking,
that never takes a chance.
it's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give.
and the soul, afraid of dyin',
that never learns to live.
when the night has been too lonely,
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
lies the seed, that with the sun's love,
in the spring becomes the rose.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007, 11:47 PM
bad day.....
yesterday and today was alone in the department. den was like wasn't going smoothly these two days. yesterday was being not meticulous enough, today was being screamed by another senior staff for being rude. well the incident happen like this: it was that this supplier called to find for a staff by the name of rozali(not too sure with the spelling) den is like i had worked for 'bout a month plus, so is like my department has no one of the name of rozali. den i told the supplier i don't know, and there wasn't any of my senior colleagues to help me. so the supplier hang up the phone den i also hang up. den there was like this senior staff calling from the customer service there screaming over the phone asking me why did i tell the caller that i don't know i don't know wan. den she demand to talk to my senior colleagues. so i hand the phone over to one of my senior colleagues and the senior staff also screamed at her too. as i'm able to recognise people through their voices, i knew that the senior staff was maggie. so she was like screaming over the phone at her top of her voice. den during the dinnertime, i asked my friend who was helping out at the event hall that moment to confirm that my sense is correct. and true enough, like what i say, is maggie. she heard her screaming damn loudly in the customer service at that moment. as i once worked OT in the customer service, so i know her voice was damn loud. louder than mine, like want to pick a fight like that. that moment i was feeling like must you scream at me? can't you just talk to me peacefully? i'm not born to be screamed at you know, okay it was fault to speak to the caller that way but there isn't any need to scream over the phone right? you worked in the customer service, so you were trained to speak to the customers over the phone politely and with a tone. me? i'm just a normal sales associate not customer service associate, so i don't know how to talk with your kind of politeness and tone. damn i get so pissed off man.
wei ting
1:23 PM
driving aimlessly....
went shopping with a friend after shepherding on 10 jan, wednesday. we went to bugis and orchard for our shopping spree. first we went to parco the wallet shop to buy my wallet. it cost me 23 bucks! well it's kinda cheap! den we went to bugis village to get my bag. that time me and eng chun went on the second last paper of our o'lvls to see whether is there anything for us to buy for our grad. nite. den is like that time i only get to see the bag i wanted but not the same brand in the shop. so i decided to buy it when i have my salary when i worked. den is like on wed, when we went there, i saw this bag is like i had for my school and found that it is the brand i wanted so i went into the shop to take a look. den is like yeah! i get to see my bag in it, den i asked the auntie 'bout the price. den she said it is 20 bucks(original price:22.90) so without hesitating, i bought it immediately. after that went to OG for window shopping and for me is to see xuan hui.(pity she wasn't here for work yet when i went there.) den we went to orchard for further shopping. den went to fill our stomach cos we're hungry!!! den went to see anything for her to buy using her vouchers. den she bought a ring for 55.90!!! is a little crazy but it's nice so is like yeah dun mind to spend on it as long as got wear it can liao. den went kinokuniya to buy my korean- english dictionary. it seems a little mad to go buy books instead of looking for at the outfits. den went home legs tired and sleepy.
den on saturday, den i know that shuhui and willie(my colleagues) are my primary school seniors!!! oh damn it, i didn't even know that man. is like me and willie took the same bus home den when the bus past by the bus stop i used to take bus back to home during primary school days. so i asked him what primary school is he from den he say east view, i was like kinda shocked by his reply. den i was like asking him what is his class cos i wanna go flip through my yearbook to see how is he like during the primary school days. he's kinda funny when i saw it. den the next day i told ziyun and shu hui den is like they both kinda shock too. den willie say that shu hui is also from east view wan. so as again, i'm shocked! den she say last time and now got a very big difference. but willie said that she is a fat pig, so i went home and flip again, nah! she wasn't that fat! so yesterday i asked him why did he say that shu hui is very fat, den he just laugh away... =.= wth?! den was alone yesterday night cos all my colleagues are morning and even the remaining 1 went to see doctor so i was kinda happy that no supervision from them but however, i was wrong cos it is not easy for me to cope. den have to call my dept manager to come help me out in his busy time! oh damn it!! i'm so bad and not meticulous enough.....(only willie know why) update soon, tired and sleepy!
wei ting
Monday, January 08, 2007, 12:43 PM
confused and moody....
yesterday got my first pay. 828.20 bucks. was kinda shocked by da figures, but though it's my first pay i don't feel any traces of happy emotion in my mood. got 4 sales yesterday and total amount added up to 262.80 if i'm not mistaken. wasn't feeling good yesterday 'cos on saturday, kinda had a quarrel or misunderstanding(i dunno how to describe, it is somewhere in between this two situation) with eng chun 'cos we plan to go out together on monday and wednesday on my off days. 'cos i suddenly remembered that i had to meet my shepherd on these days due to my absence in church service and caregroup due to work and she wants to have shepherding with me. 'cos we agreed before christmas da last time we meet, as i'm kinda a little forgetful so i forgotten da meeting until saturday when my shepherd was online and chat with me and reminded me 'bout da meeting. den i was like shit! time clash everything with our plan so i told eng chun 'bout it and he got angry with me and say i keep on giving empty promises. i was feeling that if i'm a person that give empty promises, why won't i stood him up everytime we say we go out together? being forgetful wasn't my fault, who on Earth doesn't forget unless you have a powerful memory. but even with powerful memory, we still forget don't we? so throughout our conversation after that sentence i didn't reply anymore and when i want to explain to him he told me to forget it and don't explain and say that maybe i don't treat him as a friend as he does and he's disappointed with me. that moment i was feeling like if i didn't treat him as friend, i won't bother to tell him and might as well stood him up. if i didn't treat him as friend, why would i still bother to tell him so much? is it i wanna him to misunderstand me? of course not! i just don't get it why can't he just try to understand instead of picking up a stupid misunderstanding. is not i wanted it to happen in da first place, don't i wanted to go out with him and others? i wanted badly since i started work 'cos i missed those carefree days after school going out with friends. i cherished my off days 'cos i wanted to go out with my friends. but as God's believer, i also have to accomplish my part to God too. it's almost half a year since i last went to my church and my caregroup due to da o'levels and my work. i still remembered that day on da phone with nicholas and he was kinda 'screaming' at me for not attending da services and not going caregroup. i feel bad that me, as a God's believer yet i didn't accomplish my part in serving God. nobody can understand that kind of feeling except yourself. maybe you all may say how come i didn't feel anything after i kinda quarrel with engchun. but i was feeling bad that i didn't explain clearly to him and cause this stupid misunderstanding. i feel so bad that i don't even have da mood to work yesterday and i nearly wanted to run away from here to break away from everything but because of God, i stayed on. he told me that this's what i have to do in order to pass da test given by him. he saw this coming even before we are born because everyone on Earth was created by him and our unique self are all his creations! maybe some of you disagree but this's what i know 'bout from reading books related to christianity.
moody and tired.......
wei ting
Friday, January 05, 2007, 11:31 AM
fragile...
wednesday went out with eng chun, he was pissed off by my behaviour. is like at first we wanted to watch movie, den 'cos the time is kinda tight so i cancel it. den after that nothing to do, he keep asking me to go play pool with him. den i say don't want den he say arcade??? den i also decline. den is like when i finally decided to go play arcade with him, suchen called and was like a OMG in da end.she went to find ziyun when ziyun was panting. so suchen ask her da reason why, den ziyun told her that a minute ago, zachary was here and before he left he said that he's going to find suchen. i overheard everything and i was like OMG!!! den suddenly, my mood was kinda gone.(don't know why) actually i was already kinda moody before zachary ignores me. so most of da reason why i'm moody wasn't because of him. probably is because last year i didn't get to see da person i wanted because is like since year 2003 i've been seeing him on da streets once a year, and last year because he went to a school nearer to his home so maybe he never went to da places that he used to go and probably like that i didn't get to see him last year. perhaps not knowing is also a blessing.
anyway thanks that xuan hui was here that day after her work to come and look for me(if i'm not wrong or probably something other.) anyway thanks gal, you sure make my day better.
wei ting
Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 11:09 AM
back to school... or is it break from school?
phew... da last few days is really bored and sian. imagine that my friends have da time to stay at home and watch television and do da things they wanted to beat da time off and i'm here to work and beat da time off. yesterday was new year day, having a lot of new things in da first day. firstly, to start da new year wearing whites and blacks for day and da roads down. secondly, to be separated from my friends in da same shift due to the transfer to be under my supervisor. which means that last week i worked afternoon, this week i'll still be working afternoon shift because this week my supervisor is in da afternoon shift.(drateful...) i'm so sian as there isn't anyone to talk to when i'm bored. but thanks that yesterday could chat with willie(household dept. always 'bully' zi yun wan) and da other promoters without being seen by my supervisor beacuse she wasn't here but today... i think is a gone case to chat. zi yun and da others morning shift... i afternoon shift.... da feeling wasn't a good one..... feeling sad and tired.
will update soon!
wei ting