Sunday, May 11, 2008, 3:18 PM
have i?
sitting in front of my com, i began to think about the similar things i'd done previously and the co-current. i don't deny that what happens now is indirectly cause by me, it's my mistake and i felt really bad.
this kind of similar scenes haven't i had enough? and yet i keep making it happen again and again, letting not only myself but also others to get hurt times and times again.
have i really learnt from the previous mistakes? in which i doubt i ever learnt ever since from the start, the beginning. repentance is the word, but did i?
maybe, i shouldn't have existed right from the beginning. i only bring pain and more of it, hurting people. perhaps, i shouldn't have come...