wednesday went out with eng chun, he was pissed off by my behaviour. is like at first we wanted to watch movie, den 'cos the time is kinda tight so i cancel it. den after that nothing to do, he keep asking me to go play pool with him. den i say don't want den he say arcade??? den i also decline. den is like when i finally decided to go play arcade with him, suchen called and was like a OMG in da end.she went to find ziyun when ziyun was panting. so suchen ask her da reason why, den ziyun told her that a minute ago, zachary was here and before he left he said that he's going to find suchen. i overheard everything and i was like OMG!!! den suddenly, my mood was kinda gone.(don't know why) actually i was already kinda moody before zachary ignores me. so most of da reason why i'm moody wasn't because of him. probably is because last year i didn't get to see da person i wanted because is like since year 2003 i've been seeing him on da streets once a year, and last year because he went to a school nearer to his home so maybe he never went to da places that he used to go and probably like that i didn't get to see him last year. perhaps not knowing is also a blessing.
anyway thanks that xuan hui was here that day after her work to come and look for me(if i'm not wrong or probably something other.) anyway thanks gal, you sure make my day better.

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