Saturday, September 02, 2006, 7:49 PM
break down
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help me!help me!i want to kill myself already,i want to leave this house.i am really to the end of my tolerance!i really can't take it anymore,really break down le.
to day is clarence's birthday, den went to his house for his birthday party.went out early today to meet eng chun and ashley.waited for eng chun for an hour!!!!!den reach his house at arn 2 30 pm.the moment we went into his house we started playing the piano and the yangqin.as my bag was placed next to the piano, i forgot to bring it with me to the living room.den we play monopoly, i ended up bankrupt first.we den have the food at arn 7++ pm, den after the dinner i realised that my parents called. den i call back no one answered. went back home arn 9++pm. knowing that i will be scolded, i kept quiet. i wash my laundry and den do my own things when my dad get so pek chek that he screamed at me and i ended up bruised by the whipping of the belt.he ask me y i nva pick up the phone and nva mop the floor.i told him the reason but he nva listen.
i'm really really disappointed in my parents.whatever i say, they just dun believe be it the truth or the lie. this is not the first time already.i admit that not mopping the floor is my fault, but i nva pick up the phone is really not my fault cos i wasn't known.i really break down emotionally.ihad to sustain the stress from my parents,friends and my studies.i had really do everything,what more they want?i am really tired already, really break down le.just stop forcing me pls, my parents!!!!!
weiting