Thursday, June 02, 2005, 1:49 PM
heart broken...........tears flowing...........only you could make me do it...........
today, i am feeling lyk heartbroken. actually, i am beri happy wan until his appearance. i was in the long john silver at tampines mall for my breakfast/lunch.i was toking to my frens and not noticing the surroundings. den my fren say:'wei ting, i tell you smt hor.i just now saw XXX leh.' i ask her:' where?'she point at the escalator.i rush out of my seat and there is him standing beside his fren at the escalator,wearing a basketball jersey and shorts. i was staring at him and his fren sort of saw me den i pretend to look somewhere else. den when the fren not looking i stare at him again.at tad moment, i thought tad this yr i will not see him again until teachers' day, but god answer my prayers and i was really dumbfounded when i noe tad he is here.haiz...seeing him makes me think of the past and it makes me cry over it.i regret a lot of things i regret tad i had skip tad particular lesson if not now i would not be lyk this. or maybe i should not have known him in the first place den i will not becum lyk tad. he might have long forgotten me, not knowing hu am i.three yrs le, impossible to remember a person for such a long time unless he/ she is ur fren.
y izzit tad i have to know you, y izzit tad u are in the same school as me, y izzit tad u must be in the same CCA as me,y izzit tad u must cum back tad yr,y izzit tad u make me becum lyk this, y izzit u must make me cry for you, y izzit tad all these things must happen to me when it is suppose to be you...........