L0sT !N +hE DaRkNEsS......

My Prayer...

2010-05-07T03:00:00.002+08:00

I uphold them into Your hands, I pray that You will bless them for the case later. Give them the strength and the power to carry on. You know what is going on all these while. I hope that You can show them a way, a way that gives them hope and the future. You have seen what they had gone through, You have seen what people do to them. So protect them from the evil and harm, bless their health and being. I know I can't do anything for them but to pray. Pray for their health, being, hope, future and the strength. I know You heard me, You heard the others' prayers. We really wish for a Miracle and only You can bring us that. I put my trust on You and all these I pray in Your name, Jesus Christ.

Amen.

19th

2009-04-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

It's been quite a while since I last update.
19th today.
Not out with anyone to celebrate.
Instead camping at home on the laptop.

Might wondering why didn't I go out or something.
I want to know the reason too.
But I can guess roughly that everyone is too busy.
A sad and lonely 19th.
Perhaps I had been used to the loneliness that I don't find it bothering.

Spent my last 18th with Younique.
Was fun, joy and laughter filled.
Thanks to Cynthia for letting us to use her house.
Thanks to Younique for the surprise, I really appreciate it.
Thanks to Nathan for his present, it's really nice. =)
Thanks to the rest who send their greetings through Facebook, MSN and SMSes.

Recently don't really have the appetite to eat.
Either 1 meal only or don't eat the whole day.
I'm getting more and more used to it.
Though my stomach is having problem, but I just don't feel like eating.

Stop here, will update soon...

forever friends...

2009-03-06T04:00:00.001+08:00

we’ve walked over
through that dark days
you and me in different areas.

though it stills haunts me
even now when i sleep
it’s horrible and crazy
and i always ended up crying
an unforgettable nightmare
that i’ll forget

times i’ve had the thought of
cutting myself again
not once but many
that bad to the extend
i wanted to die
but i know there are people
that i cared and cared for me
people like you, her, them, etc

don’t blame yourself again
it’s never once, your fault
instead, i’m glad
glad that we have overcome
the obstacle that is such a barrier
a barrier may cause us to break
thanks for believing
thanks for being there when needed
thank you, my forever friend.

fun!

2009-02-22T04:48:00.002+08:00

was out in the evening with the guys to service today. the service was cool, sat together in a row with majority of us. hahahax.

halfway into the service, stomach was rumbling and rumbling. had skipped lunch earlier the day. went to subway for dinner. all their bread were finished by us! LOL xD. somehow we can't get off the topic about left 4 dead. we will just somehow landed back on the topic again.

went home after dinner, jeff and i was still saying the night is still young and were thinking of going drinking. was thinking of asking the rest along but some are going service at CHC tomorrow morning, so we decided to ask others instead. in the end, no one was available at the moment. then we changed our mind to go somewhere to hangout instead, we decided on fort canning park then change to changi airport. in the end, the both of us decided to go kbox. it's taxing to think of places to hangout at times like this.

this is seriously the first time i sang almost 95% of english songs in kbox. most of my visits are chinese songs. well, it's a cool thing for a change. we realised the room we went previously wasn't the biggest room of all. there is another room solely by itself at the other side near the elevator. we sang our way to 3am. it's a very nice session.

the session ended and we decided to cab home, jeff suggested walking to pasir ris mrt because it has been a long time he enjoyed night breeze. we walked and chatted, suddenly he suggest walking to my house. i would say not a wise suggestion, but we walked our way there. it was like around 50m to my house before we managed to flag down a cab. took the rest of the 50m in cab while he cabbed home.

it was a nice day out, and he enjoyed a lot because he managed to get some free time out of his busy schedule and somemore tomorrow he doesn't have to report for work. it's cool chilling out at night. next time lets go somewhere again! =)

it's time...

2009-02-20T19:11:00.009+08:00

thinking has been interesting lately
having time to oneself has been great

bliss & bless...

最近来往得有些近
笑容满面背后的些小尴尬
因此静静地被藏了起来
也对，是该有些尴尬的

虽然被邀参加团契
该知道的是怎样都不了得的
坦率地说，是遗忘
也许，早已变成了习惯

或许参与是个错误
早在打从离开的那刻
就已成了不该回去的定局

走了这几个月
改变早已进化了
留恋的终究是赶不上变化的
事实是永不改变的

有些时候，让一切回到原点会是最好的良药...

tattoo...

2009-02-19T05:22:00.001+08:00

Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
meng li hua - angela chang

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
wish - arashi

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
zai yi ci yong you - gong shi jia

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
liang zhi lian ren - gary cao

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
perfect love - hillsongs

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
zhong ji yi ban - tank lu

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
go all the way (into the twilight) - perry farrell

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
one love - arashi

WHAT IS 2+2?
she wu - jay chou

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
qing xing you ni ai wo - joi chua

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
time has come - hillsongs

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
deeper - hillsongs

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
wo xiang yao shuo - evan cai

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
clair de lune - the apm orchestra

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
yu dao - wang lan yin

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
shuo hao de xing fu ne - jay chou

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
light - hillsongs

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
evermore - hillsongs

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hajimari no kaze - ayaka hirahara

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
the freedom we know - hillsongs

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
wei ni chun zai - fahrenheit

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
na nian xia tian ning jing de hai - cyndi wang

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
you deserve - hillsongs

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
cong tai bei dao bei jing - sing shi

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
qiao ke shu shu - jay chou

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
forever - hillsongs

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
you reign - hillsongs

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
bu neng shuo de mi mi - jay chou

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
yao zi - derrick hoh

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
tattoo - jordin sparks

new year!!

2009-01-01T01:42:00.002+08:00

it's a new year from today!!!

wish everyone a blessed year ahead!
have fun!!! =)

merry christmas

2008-12-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

it has been more than 3 weeks that i have updated my blog. happened quite a lot of stuff but all is over. =) guess wad today is christmas! 2008 is already in december, can't believe time passes so fast. hahax... anyway i wish everyone here a merry christmas!

tomorrow we are having our chalet!!! how great is tad?? hahahax... F04... hmm seems near my previous room during the arete camp stay. hope no roaches and all.. all the insect shoo shoo... hahahax... i super high now.

give christmas present on christmas.. hmm didn't really practice that.. but i got my christmas present. an awesome book accompanying me for christmas! how well is tad? hahhax.. tad's none other than Twilight by stephenie meyer. the movie is awesome, the book is awesome. everything about edward and bella is awesome. thanks to stephenie meyer for writing such an awesome series!

up next will be countdown 2009! wonder wad Lord has installed for me in the new year ahead...

" about 3 things i was absolutely positive.
first, edward was a vampire.
second, there was a part of him - and i didn't know how dominant that part might be - that thristed for my blood.
and third, i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. "

- bella

koishiteru

2008-11-29T03:20:00.003+08:00

reading back those posts
recalling those days
indeed
those are sweet memories

caught myself crying again
for the umpteenth time
i thought i've chosen to forget?
why do i still feel sad?

will you able to take it then
if i say what is in me
you sure nothing will change?
but i feel it will

the unspoken words then
i shall say it now
since it doesn't matter anymore

koishiteru

好人？还是笨蛋？

2008-11-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

最近发生了一些事情使我好好想想自己做的一些决定。
做个好人，是对？是错？
当个好人是愚蠢的行为吗？

现在，
觉得好累，眼前的路已变得模糊不清
像似迷失在不知名的地方，不知要往哪里去。
好不想管当下的事情，走得远远的。

当个好人：
是个错误吗？
是愚蠢的吗？

好人有好报真的是这样吗？

是当好人当得太好？
还是是我笨？我傻？

当好人当个像个笨蛋的，看只有我一个吧。
是帮到人了？还是害人害己？
埋怨的，后悔的也许数不清了吧。

或许我还是做回那一个
不做好人，不做坏人的中间人
不用想做好人还是做坏人，
不管当下的事情，让一切顺其自然
也许会和现在比较起来，来的好吧。

LOL.... xDDD

2008-11-25T09:02:00.005+08:00

laptop was sent for servicing, sorry for not being able to update. my home desktop also died on me.

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last sunday went AFA with the usuals.
kinda boring but have kind of good time taking photos.
yup photos, must thx him helping to take so many shots.
arigato gozaimasu! *bows*

before going the AFA, we went to a Vietnamese restaurant cos someone haven eat his lunch. kena trapped in the middle. hahahax....

Joke of the day:
upon paying the meal, everyone paid for theirs.
somehow, a joke was played on us.
we found out money fall short.
so he decided to add in.
in the end, he paid 20 bucks for a cup of homemade barley (supposed to be $3.50)
LOL!!!!
we laughed until cannot stop siol. xDDDD

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ytd, went to pei him do health check.
LOL he was scared about the results.
but ultimately the result came out negative.
he was so so happy lah....
hahahax...
den out of boredom, we went from bugis to orchard.
follow up we went to watch movie.
and i can't believe that i watch tad movie lah...
he was so happy tad he watch tad movie...
and started smsing telling ppl to watch.
>.<
LOL

past few days, no laptop/com
it's a torture.
den nothing to do, keep sleeping.
like tad go on, confirm die lor...
*shake head*

handwriting test...

2008-11-15T01:25:00.003+08:00

took a handwriting test. handwriting wizard

my analysis:

Jaslyn uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jaslyn does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jaslyn will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jaslyn is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jaslyn doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jaslyn will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Jaslyn's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jaslyn slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jaslyn can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jaslyn's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jaslyn that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jaslyn also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jaslyn is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jaslyn's self-concept is artificially low. Jaslyn will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jaslyn to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Jaslyn is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Jaslyn is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Jaslyn has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Jaslyn has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Jaslyn fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Jaslyn has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Jaslyn is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Jaslyn is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

new perspective.

2008-11-11T01:58:00.005+08:00

after he told me on sunday night and reading his blog post later that day, i had a new perspective towards parts and parcels of life.

|| comfort zones... ||

he used the example of drum to explain to me.
i know not everyone knows drum, so i decided to use Mathematics to explain since everyone know maths.

lets rewind back to the days when we started learning maths in kindergarden.
we were taught addition and subtraction.
i believed everyone then were complaining how hard is maths.
because we had difficulty doing the addition and subtraction then.
but what happens when we master addition and subtraction?
we became comfortable working using addition and subtraction.
at this time, it created a comfort zone for us and revolve around using addition and subtraction.

follow on, we were taught multiplication and division.
everyone were complaining again regarding doing multiplication and division because we were used to addition and subtraction.
as time pass, we mastered doing multiplication and division.
we revolve around this comfort zone where we are able to use addition, subtraction, multiplication and division to solve maths and it repeats as we move higher.

as u can see, from the 2 paragraphs, we talk about 2 comfort zones. 1 is the comfort zone revolving around addition and subtraction. 2 is the comfort zone revolving around addition, subtraction, multiplication and division. from comfort zone 1 to comfort zone 2. we went through the process of breaking comfort zone 1 to reach comfort zone 2. through this process of breaking the comfort zone, we learn stuff like multiplication and division to add on instead of just addition and subtraction only. as we learn more, we break the initial comfort zone in order to reach the other one. i guess not much people realised about this "action" which we had done for million times.

quoted from his post; "Getting out of your comfort zone, you’ll soon realized that IS still your comfort zone. But even so, you would have a wider zone, and by then, you’ll be surprised to see yourself lifting mountains and think that’s still your comfort zone!" what he say is true! now u may be getting out of ur current comfort zone, but who knows, 2 weeks later or 1 month later u realised u are still in a comfort zone and you know there is a wider zone outside waiting for u to go and break. so from here, i realised that if we need to move on in life. we need to break off the comfort zone tad we are revolving in now in order to break the other one awaiting on the other side. it is a new perspective and i felt differently looking from this angle. somehow this gave me a sense of motivation and suddenly i think that it's a everyday thing too. well this is my point of view, so yeah.. i'm just saying wad i know. =)

=|

2008-11-09T16:08:00.002+08:00

friends quarrel again.
this time, stella and jason.
felt bad. perhaps i should say dunno from the start.

shouldn't have tell stella that cannot say
if i never say but instead i don't know, maybe won't cause her curiosity to rise
if i never cause her curiosity to rise, there won't be the existence of the code
if i never create that stupid code, maybe she won't think so much about it

shouldn't have tell jason also.
if i never tell, he won't know about what she asked.
if i never tell, part of their conversation won't be consisting on the code.
if i never tell, maybe the quarrel won't be that bad.

perhaps i shouldn't start a lot of stuff, maybe like that the quarrel may not even exist.
now 2 of them emo-ing, quarreled.
seems like i will get my friends into trouble anything i do or touch
i guess it's better if i stay alone.
no one will be harm and all.
maybe tad's better

i'm a jinx.

the most difficult module...

2008-10-29T02:24:00.003+08:00

guess everyone ever since elementary school have complain about their most difficult subject even till secondary / high school or even tertiary level.

"i hate maths, it's so difficult. don't even meant for us to study."
"i hate science. physics, chemistry and me are dead nemesis, no way are we to be on the same line."
"i hate chinese. who even cares about chinese anyway?"

these sentences are familiar with students. no way one have not heard things like that.
but are these subjects/ modules the most difficult and hardest?

to me, these subjects indeed once to me were considered the hardest and the most difficult subjects.
but as i walk on the path, these are not considered the most difficult subjects/module.
what i think is the most difficult module or modules are:

Love and Life

surprisingly they are consider the most difficult module to me or rather everyone.

Love is a module that no one can comprehend.
a module that all of us will go through it without even any selection.
a module that is of different forms, so much to the extend that we don't know how many are there.
a module that is so complex and yet we still continue to go for each lesson.

Life is also a module that no one comprehends.
a module that everyone needs to go through whether we want it or not.
a module of different forms, but for us to discover it.
a module full of complexity but we learn and grow as each lesson goes.

these two modules, everyone have been complaining difficult, hard. but we still continue attending these modules. irony isn't it?

compare to these two modules, are the other modules that hard?
and how come no matter how hard or difficult these two modules are, we are willing to attend it. why?

irony isn't it?

it's beauty and value, only we know it ourselves....

hahahahaha

2008-10-26T13:16:00.003+08:00

my com was down with some error yesterday afternoon.
something to do with the connections somehow
since i can't connect to internet later on.

*WINDOWS SOCKET ERROR; 10055*

first thing that dawned on me was to restart com
restart finish le went to do research on the problem (as "trained" by RP)
then ok.. knew is something to do with the TCP/IP thingy?
too much connection something like that?

yes, i did ask the IT Whiz and he suggest to use combofix
after reading the link i send over.
ok.. i did wad was told
went to download combofix and run it

and the log which i made a screen shot

i see i laugh until siao. hahhahahax
why?
see the picture again and carefully.
see that highlighted box?
yes, i see that i laugh like siao

possible infected site: RP webmail!

ahahahahahhaha
i send over to him and he too laugh. lol
man can you believe it?
hahahahaha

too much for a thought...

2008-10-15T15:10:00.005+08:00

for one instance
i'm watching the review of my memories
it came to the part of that particular day
the part where hands were held for a reason

i seriously regard that as one of my most precious memories
one that i doesn't want to forget about
slowly rewinding back to the other happy days with friends
the uniform days

just like these memories played
that fear once again floods in
that darkness crept back in
shattering all of me to pieces again

afraid, scared, frighten, whatever that is
i have ran out of words to describe it
no one's really there around when i really needed badly
alone again and they won as usual case

scared that the memories will be forgotten
afraid that they will be gone
i don't know what will happen to me if i forgets
will i also forget the people?

what if one day i forget about you...

...those faces are just purely faces
the really real is hidden right deep behind
covering with layers and layers of it
coming from all the pain and hurt...

F1 fever...

2008-10-03T22:27:00.008+08:00

the last weekend was extreme madness! yes the extremely amazing F1 race.
madness till nearly went deaf?

anyway, i'm so not going to talk about it. let the pics do all the talkimg.

tad's all folks...

laughs...

2008-09-21T23:51:00.011+08:00

went out for F1 briefing yesterday in the afternoon at NUH.
meet up with jeff at jurong before we cab over to the hospital.

went to meet up with jason, jerrome and heng yu over at PS after the briefing.
tad jerrome say i slow, by the time i reach the casualty confirm die le. (=.=)
so bad hor..

went up to the cinema to see the timing for the shows. the queue was PACKED!!! (my gosh)
decided to go the bookshop next to kopitiam to borrow archie double digest for someone to kill boredom. (dunno who arh...)
den after that 2 went missing in action and left me and jason hanging at the bookshop.
found tad 2 over at carrefour and someone was shopping for his own grocery lor.... den xue yan came and we decided to go up and see the movie timings again.

in the end, we decided not to watch any movies. instead, we decided to go for our dinner.
from tad moment everything starts to become a humour....

we went to ajitei restaurant for dinner and we were waiting outside and the queue was quite long.
soon it's our turn to wait for tables, we start planning wad to eat in there.
i spotted the paper steamboat which is named kaminabe.
YES! IS KAMINABE!!!! (thou it sounds like kaninabe... oops!)
i know you guys might think i'm scolding crude words, but seriously i'm not.
jason even went to look at the words and see whether i pronounce it correctly.
to his surprise and humour, i pronounced it correctly.
thus, it isn't me who is scolding crude words.

below are the pictures of food we ate.

jerrome's ramen..

.... and fried fish (he said is pregnant fish. very bad siah eat pregnant fish)

jason's chicken set...

hengyu's curry cutlet set...

for mine i had tonpei yaki and xue yan had beef kaminabe set.
but because all the guys came and started eating, we gals nearly end up itadakimasu when the guys gochisousama. so basically we dun have the time to take the pics (=.=)

dessert time...

my kyoto zenzai! (luv the azuki / red beans lots! yummy!!)

jerrome and xue yan's strawberry parfait

the most humorous thing that happened was that heng yu was lagging!!! hahahax... he was reading the comics and have been reacting slower to our convos, ever since from queuing up. hahhaax... but he will only regain to normal if we mention words like air rise or tofu due to some specific reasons. hahhahax.... xDDD

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went church in the morning and the service was great.
sermon is about love welcomes all by Rev Ken Martin from US.
the songs sang today also not bad. =)

met up with jason and hengyu at jason's house after service for lunch.
and the both of them keep saying i dunno how to laugh because i keep saying LOL. (ROFL =.=)
went to the wet market to eat. i ordered wanton mee while the rest order minced pork noodles.
den we went back to meet jason's friend while heng yu went back to take his bass for jamming at 4.
jason's friend want him to help him in his code for his website's form.
and IT Whiz jason settle the problem within 5 mins. hahhahax....
went on watching shows before we set off to the jamming session at 4.
den in the midst of the jamming stella came with cute specs! and below is a pic that no one else can imagine....

YES! NO DOUBT THAT IS JASON! xDDDD (oh my god... =.=)

went down to find jerrome at work after the jamming finish...
had our dinner at mcdonalds before going up.
yes, mcdonalds. we still patronise despite of wad happened.

after that stella was in the state of short cosplaying for 30 mins?
because we waited for jerrome and he was out to dunno where on the earth
den someone anti-social went disappear to thin air... (dunno who arh...)
den we went back due to majority have school the next day and other going for vocation.
and dunno who can still proclaim is very far from apple to boiled barley when previously from apple to wheat for school
when i this living in turnip and schooling in wheat also nva complain far lor... (=.=)

the following is also a shot tad no one ever have. beware!

YES, THIS IS OUR LOCAL JAY CHOU, SINGING AT THE KBOX LAST WEDNESDAY AND NO ONE CAN FIGHT. (=.=)

i shall stop here. tired.

wei ting

Weeee.....

2008-09-12T16:39:00.003+08:00

finally after like 15 days after my rework and all...

my PP final report is finally approved!!!!!
and this is the prove:

got to know it like 20 mins ago? after opening my webmail and the first mail i saw is the system generated email from the PP portal.

is a so-ooo big relief...

up next: poster. =)

wei ting

アイのうた (ai no uta)...

2008-09-02T18:54:00.006+08:00

優しい風が吹く　いつもの道で
あなたに会えるとか　そんなことでいい
小さな鼓動の揺れが　想いに重なり
静かに溶けるのを　ただ待っている

人はどうして　答えを求めるの？
わたしはこれで　幸せなのに　幸せなのに

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
微笑むように　寄り添うような
優しい音がした
時は流れ　夢は流れ
いろんなかたち　変わっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい

あなたの呼ぶ声に　気づくときには
失した物に　ただ手を伸ばすだけ

時はどうして　終わりを告げるの？
描いた今は　明日の空に続いているのに

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
一つ一つ　瞬くような
愛しい音がした
時と共に　あの日の星
涙で流れてしまっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい

願いは　時に遠く
無理に掴もうとしても
手元をすり抜けてゆくけど
そのまま　消えてゆくような
大きなものより
小さなアイに　気づけば

いつか時が　花を咲かし
やがて大きなアイが
歌うように　奏でるように
二人を包むだろう

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
微笑むように　寄り添うような
優しい音がした
時は流れ　夢は流れ
いろんなかたち　変わっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい
あなたがいて　そばで笑う　それだけでいい

for translation of lyrics: ai no uta

Koizora (drama)

woots..

2008-08-30T16:33:00.002+08:00

wootz...
i finally found the site that let me download derrick hoh's album online!
i no need to go and buy his album le! ahahhaha
even though is better to buy lah... hahahhax
yeah!!!
love his songs man!
especially wu fa gui lei the track #01 song. hahahax...
i like the drum beat siah is sooo cool lor... hahaha
a lot of other songs also nice!
like peng peng ai, wo she bu de, etc...

hehex wan the songs? ask me for it! ahhahax xDDDD

wei ting

boredom kills... x_x

2008-08-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

yes, as described above boredom do kill people.
for my case, boredom nearly killed me off.
therefore i decided to go stay out of my room craze.
don't get wad i mean? read on.

went clubbing last friday with the usuals while the others when JUMPing at fort canning.
bitching abt stuffs over the dinner and with chicken backside as the best facial ever. (LOL)
went on eating ice cream for dessert and it's so coooold....

went in to st.james and not much people were there. didn't see our picks from last 2 weeks.
was kind of sadded but well, one of the picks came and he look awwww still cute as ever. (hehehe)
soon another pick came and someone went so pleased after the pick came over to talk.
after tad we met new people and are all ang mo. hahaha. 1 still look quite handsome though.

dunno who wanted get wasted this time round went drinking all the time until keep hehehe at the end.(hahahhahaha)
den after few hours we left the place and camp ourselves around vivo. someone sleep until so shiok lor...(LOL)

then by the time tad sleeper woke up, it's around 5am le. we decided to rot somemore before taking bus back home.
we walk to the bus stop and tad sleeper maybe haven wake up went singing praises and worships with the wrong words and sound so wrong! (no eye see)

and tad sleeper went took a cab back and the rest took a bus back. chatting about ghost story in singapore.
following afternoon (without 3 hours of sleep) went over to find jason and the others go eat lunch and go out.
supposed to go sing kbox but change of plans and we decided to go see death race. nt a bad movie though.
smuggled chips into the cinema, but came out with the chips unopen. (LOL)

woke up the next day still with tiredness, went to service alone and realised i'm too early in a way because not even 1 i knew other than raymond the leader.
well went to the usual seat and the seats are all empty beside me. was kind of uneasy but well have to overcome it until the praise and worship cynthia and her darling came over next to me.

service ended and i dial jason's number, because we agreed to eat lunch together.
spend a while more there before heading towards jason's house.
i had a premonition tad later lunch might need to bring an umbrella, cos might rain anytime.
off we went to the hawker centre for our lunch.
the sky went pouring and we don't have any umbrella.

nevermind, went to ntuc and grabbed tibits for jason to bring to camp.
we pass the magazine section and someone went eh FHM and Maxim gt new one a nt?
then went to buy the biscuit that have icing on top, it was a past time favourite.
we decided to run over to the other side of the road and buy somemore.
then off we went the other way to get away from the rain to go to his house.
watch him went packing up for his camp and ironing his uniform.

rest for an hour before going off to book in.
left his house and walking very fast towards the mrt station.
met his friend on the way and started talking abt army stuff and he keep suaning me since sat.
accompanied him to the gathering place while i went off to catch my bus home.
was tired and slept around 9:20pm.

woke up around 3++am and i can't sleep till 5++am.
woke up around 2++pm and went surfing the net before jeff called to meet before caregroup.
was late and squeezed back our way to aljunied from bugis.
bought dinner and went up to church to eat.

started with worship then a game.
went into discuss abt the future of the grp before jason called at 8:53pm
went on talking until 9:30pm before i went back to join the grp.
further on discussion till the end of the caregroup.

friday to monday
nt a day nt out
this is wad i meant by stay out of my room craze.
school is starting soon.

wei ting

helping out...

2008-08-17T23:11:00.001+08:00

the past few days, has been out to help jerrome with his bbq celebration for his birthday which is held yesterday. it has been fun doing and preparing the stuffs despite that the outcome didn't turn out well.

on friday, jerrome and windez came over my house to do all the marination and stuffs for the whole afternoon. we marinated the chicken, prawns and squids. the process we had fun 'massaging' the animals. hahahax

yesterday, jerrome, ruth, mark(windez's friend) and jovin came over to help out in bring the stuffs to the destination. as jovin has duties at nexus therefore, he left early instead. the remaining 4 of us when cabbing down to pasir ris park area 1 to prepare the stuffs.

windez, blake and heng yu joined us after a while and we went starting the fire. somehow the fire starter playing tricks with us, don't let us start the fire properly. jason and augustine came and we still haven get the fire started yet =.=||| finally with some help, we managed to get our fire and off we go start bbq the food.

jerrome went to fetch his gf and his friend while the rest eat and had fun mixing the mocktail. then, jason and hengyu went to fetch stella and her brother and the rest have fun eating and play psp. not long after, the 4 of them came back drenched from sweat. reheated the food and they started to eat and soon having drinking episodes and at the same time the cooking area started kbox-ing from jerrome's mp3.

time passed quickly and the secondary school peeps went back with jerrome. the rest of stayed on and tasted blake's dessert for the whole celebration. it was good, and soon we began all the packing up.

by the time we ended it was already 11:04pm. walked out to take the bus back to the interchange to find out that the train service had ended. walk further to get our transport back to our home.

though was sad that half of the food prepared went to the rubbish bin, people that promised to come didn't turned up but ultimately the whole celebration we enjoyed ourselves. i guess the next time, we have learnt our lesson from this and will not repeat it again.

wei ting

personality test...

2008-08-15T03:59:00.004+08:00

don't really like to take personality test much cos find them too fake. but this, i shan't say i trust it totally but it does describe a little of wad i am. (grabbed from jerrome's blog) perhaps, you guys can try it out. =)

Good-natured Realist (GR)

Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have a pronounced organising talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to the fore; they prefer to fulfil their tasks out of the limelight. Good-natured Realists are real workaholics; they are very reliable and nothing is too much for them when it is a question of completing a project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations.

In dealing with others, Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family and friends. Their home is mostly very well cared-for, cosy and tidy. Their perfectionism on the one hand and their aversion to delegating tasks on the other hand often lead to them taking on too much both professionally and privately. They cannot stand discord; conflicts make them very unhappy. One could almost describe them as being harmony-addicted - and this sometimes leads them to strongly neglecting themselves and their own wishes because they are unable to bring themselves to put up a fight.

Good-natured Realists dream of a stable and trusting relationship for life. Marriage and family are very important to them. They take care of their partner attentively and lovingly and put up with a lot for a harmonious relationship. They are also loyal and reliable friends. However, they can be very hurt if their interpersonal commitment is taken for granted for too long.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, practical, emotional, planning, tradition-conscious, good-natured, self-sacrificing, caring, devoted, friendly, loyal, considerate, reliable, conscientious, loving, quiet, reserved, modest, helpful, objective, hard-working, warm-hearted, communicative, painstaking, altruistic

These subjects could interest you

cooking, animals, family, music, trekking, camping, hiking, craftwork, nature, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual matters, meditation

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life....

2008-08-11T02:53:00.003+08:00

in life, there is so much things playing around us at the same time that we at times can't even catch up.
in life, choices have to be made almost every minute of our time whether we want it or not.
in life, there are more grey areas instead of just black and white.
in life, there are ups and downs that we sometimes are unable to control.

our life, is determined by how we want to live it up.
live it up happily or to live it up sadly
to live it up blindly or live it up clearheaded

met this guy today, and was listening to what he saying about life.
i remembered he saying our life is like the light of a candle.
whether we want to pass on the light to someone else,
to combined with others to let the light become brighter,
or do we want to hide our light under the dark,
its our choice.

this reminded us of what God have said along the line that our life is like a light.
i guess it's time for us to slower down our pace and start thinking.
have we understood what is God's intention of saying that sentence and why did He wants to say that?

i believe that this sharing has indeed give me a new perspective in looking at life.
to let others control your life or you decide yourself?
are you going to make a wise choice or are you going to regret?
all it takes is just a simple twist in your mindset.
it's not because you were born this way or because of bad luck
it's whether you want it or not.
either a yes or a no
and all it starts from you.

what do you want to be in your life?
the observer of life? or the life of an observed?

[C]aringcell [G]roup

2008-08-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

yeap, as above.

after so long, its nice to experience genuine care once again.

a last minute change of plans, see to it that we spent time today with Younique - a branch off, off the youth ministry in Free Community Church.

the chill out session at TCC today with those people really brought about one true meaning of a cellgroup.
one of openness -where we truly listen to what each member have to say.
and also one without any judgments made of each individual.
a safehaven, where we fellowship together, and know that we are a family together, through Christ.

yes, as humans, it is in our immediate nature to judge.
but when we think of the uniqueness of what everyone has gone through, and is going through, do you really think that you have the right to judge?

and this, is one trait that is clearly visible in the group.

we see that this cellgroup is really one, supportive of each other.
the purpose of today’s cell was because someone said that he felt left out.
so, as a group they called for a meeting together to get this directive right.
sweet, no?

how many groups out there does such things nowadays?
hmm..

but still, one thing stands out really evidently.
the fellowship that was shared together was a genuine one.
it was without fakery.
everyone was open, and true to one another.
when was the last time we have this? do even people remember?

it is trough such genuine care and concern that i could safely say, ‘i am home’.

one may think that this is a gay group - heretical, unbiblical, delusional, wrong bla bla bla.
but i can safely say that they are at least more biblical than most christians out there.
at least they are more genuine than most christians out there.

go figure. hah.

being gay does not mean that you can’t serve and worship God, you know. =)
how i know?
cos i see it with my own eyes.
even they are gays, they also have the heart for God.
so what for you people who are so damn straight? serve and worship God = damn good or great for being a straight and chasing God?
i tell you, they are gays. yes, but the way they serve is as good as a straight - and even better.

you think so? then, i’d like to remind you that Jesus came for sinners and not holy bastards.
=D

today was swell.
and i believe that more is to come out of it all.

i’ll end it sweet with this shout out:

CG@TCC WAS FUN! BIBLEOPOLY NEXT??
=D

coding fever...

2008-07-24T02:17:00.003+08:00

went to meet up with jason and windez at bugis arn 4++pm.

den after tad went back to jason's hse for work continuation. coding has started to fever through windez ever since he started on it.

php. mySQL.
has been running in his head for the past 3 days.

i saw the codes and is like
Wow! and is really a cool one.

since jason was at his workplace, windez and me were doing the codes. finding ways to decode the errors and is like er... wad's wrong there? and after so long, we thought we found the solution. everything went well and suddenly another error came out.

dumbfounded

dunno what to do, started asking jason too. found out that our supposed to be solution in the end appear to be an error instead. soon everything started to run well again. den we started doing the storyline n everything. we were kind of stuck on the part where windez wan to know how to do the compilation (shud i say tad?) of the stories. i know is a loop, but dunno how cos is php and i haven't learn it yet. den jason was telling us is a if loop. so we did and tried and errors pop out again. this time i tried to do all the stuffs i can since is a loop and is similiar to java's. in the end, can't and windez started asking jason. not happy, i flipped through the books and i found the one tad's saying about the loop. compared and we said is the same wad. why got error? this continues until i found something after reading the book again n again. hehex.. happy happy, go to the com and solve. debug and it's fine! yay.... is actually the positioning of the code which cause the error. hahax... was fun doing tad.

just some fun elements:

when will u kena this kind of thing while travelling in singapore in a sbs bus? for me, it's the first time i kena police check and somemore in a bus. =.=

sms from jerrome at arn 10++pm: (may nt be 100% correct but something along the line)
Zzz fell asleep and miss the bus stop. Zzz geylang the chicken scared the hell out of me.

hahahax... our first reaction. den he reached here and started describing the encounter. hahahx... no sooner, he is in full preparation mode in doing the work. so nice seeing all the people doing work. even heng yu! he was reading the books tad he had borrowed from the library! so cool lor... hahax... everyone doing work... is so wonderful lor.. hahax...

guys, jia you!!! ^^

wei ting

yawns...

2008-07-20T04:25:00.000+08:00

hehex... observing people is fun! xDDD... especially when seeing a programmer at work. the 100% focus and 100% seriousness can really tell how important is coding. hehehex coding is damn cool!!!! =)

haiz.. dunno what my parents doing now? sleeping or did they even go back home? 1++ am le they also nva call.... most probably is they asleep le bah... wondering if i will be killed the next day i go home?

having not enough sleep since ytd but yet now i'm not sleeping at all!!! =.=||| very the diao rite... hahaha... later in the afternoon going for jamming and at night blake's bbq.... i'm thinking of going back early later... (so that i can sleep more, plus i have study for my stupid Java UT =.=|||)

the stupid lappie of mine keep giving me nothing but more problems... that time that stupid virus took me 6 hrs to scan and killed it (or shud i say safe for now?) and now the lappie give me a blue screen of error codes... (bad omen) very the diao lor... plus i need to study for my JAVA UT!!!! all my stuffs are in there lah... damn sian diao... i wonder if it's because of IT helpdesk? cos whenever i go there once, 100% no need to say need to go there again de. tues i just went there to install my language thingy after so long, (my lappie reformated around april and tad time clean off my asian lauguages) now error... =.=|||| hope i don't need to go to acer, else... i will just kill myself again....

and just now, if jason did not do the grey border and a white box in the middle with information (i describe cos dunno the name) i guess i i won't remember of the weiqi IG the blog also need to do the same, to display the committee members... what a pathetic webmistress am i? can forget work de siah... =.=|||

the time now is 4:36am!!! damn early rite! hahhax... yes, i haven't sleep yet. but i also not bad ok... caught some naps for a while...

haiz... time really flies... 25 july next friday only lor... now the guy is chionging his stuffs... and probably next week not even have the time to make it for events planned. have this feeling that after he go in for 7 weeks, the whole group of us will like how to say the mood not there le for this 7 weeks... everyone contributes to the group, 1 not around, is like short of something like tad...

haiz....

balls.... anyone???

2008-07-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

today had a okok day in class. nothing much to do too... database is kind of revising??? (shud i even say tad?)

went to jurong east with ruth and michael... play pool de... den we went to find jeff. went for dinner at the kopitiam next to the arcade.

den we went up to the k pool to play our pool. we start our game and when it's ruth and jeff's turn, they started saying about balls and everything... say until so shuang lor tad ruth... can still say herself innocent... =.=|||

den jeff added on to the balls thingy saying wad colour and lots extras... me n michael at the side laugh until dunno how to say. hahahx....

den after tad tad 2 went camwhoring and soon after, i started helping them to design their pics...

den after 2 hrs intensive pool playing, we went to eat ice cream... den after tad had a mad time playing at the arcade...

went tonning over at jeff's place... i can say i'm going to drop dead soon...

shall end here....
adios...

wei ting

touched...

2008-07-13T17:15:00.005+08:00

recently watching a taiwanese drama. the storyline is very cinderella-like. well you ppl might say is just some typical drama scenarios when come to this kind of shows.

but wad really touched me was this:

在爱情的范围内，我也可以对你好吗？

从来没有听过这样的告白，很特别，但绝对足以令人怦然心动。何况再配上那迷死人不偿命的温柔眼神，如果陈欣怡心里不是还藏着纪存希，估计她也会撑不住晕倒呢。

可是，她把犹如坐上云霄飞车的独特感觉全部留给了心里藏着的那个人。

纵然他是怎么出色的男子，站在自己心仪的女孩子面前，他也有不自信的时候。

原来，他一直都不是神。

他是点亮陈欣怡的灯塔，他是映射纪存希的明镜。

他在相爱的两个人当中，做的最好的，就是红娘。

故事是别人的，里面曲折离奇的情节，常常吸引他的目光。他入戏太深了，把自己也输了进去。

他不小心爱上了灰姑娘。

然而，灰姑娘的心里，只望着王子一个人。

从开始到现在，那个人一直住在她心里。

他也曾向那个人宣告过他的羡慕，他也曾向灰姑娘暗示过他的爱情，结果却是遗憾的收场。

为什么命运没有安排陈欣怡最先认识他呢？

难道一切，真的就是命中注定？

其实，我曾经怀疑过他对她的爱。

我一度以为那是因同情萌发的怜惜，比友情多一分，比爱情少一分。

他只是希望她幸福，希望她能守住自己的婚姻。

他是她生命中最炫目的蓝颜知己。

可是，渐渐地，爱情萌发了。

从什么时候起，或许，连他自己也不清楚。

别人看她如草芥，他却视她如珍宝。

她什么都没有为他做过，却凭着自身的温暖感染了他漂泊多年的心。

他分享了自己的故事，甚至掉下伤心的眼泪。

他第一次，这么脆弱。

就是这样一个便利贴女孩，让他卸下了心防。

可是，她是别人的妻。

他见证过很多她为自己的爱情所作的努力，从当掉嫁妆买钢笔到不顾形象主动扮鸡，从深夜寻找纪宝贝到拍卖会上的传奇，一路走过来，她有多辛苦，他最清楚。

然而，她的人生，与他无关。

听到她说很幸福的时候，决意放手，离开台湾，离开她，在自己还没有彻底沦陷的时候。于是，假装轻松地跟她告别，没想到听到却是不自信的对比。想要为她讨回公道，没想到事情搞得更糟。

她短暂的幸福，因为一个所谓真命天女的出现，全部烟消云散。

他想帮她，却找不到出手的理由。

唯有默默地呆在远处，为她加油。

可是，故事因为强势的干预，出现了戏剧性的变化，原本以为可以在奶奶的寿宴上见证她的幸福，没想到，传来的竟是意外丧子的噩耗。

他抛下顾忌，出现在她最需要解救的时刻，带着她来到陌生的上海。

没有纪存希的上海，才是他的天下。

自此，他可以随着自己的心，肆意地对她好。

他倾尽所能为她安顿好一切，还是忍不住转身为她呐喊。

她会蜕变成全新的陈欣怡吗？

或许，连他自己都不能确定。

所以，当黑池艺廊又出现熟悉的便利贴小妹时，他忍不住怒火中烧，第一次对她发了脾气。他以为她不但不知道珍惜自己，还浪费了他的一番心思。

其实，他知道自己没有错，可是看到她哭着跑出去，心，一下子慌了。

他懊恼地敲了一下桌子，飞一般追出去。

这一刻，我才知道，原来，他说想追她，是真的。

在上海的街头一路追下去，始终不见她的身影，怅然若失的回去，却发现心中牵挂的那个人就在眼前。

什么都顾不得了，什么都不重要了，唯有用情不自禁的拥抱来表达自己这种失而复得的感觉。自此，他陪着她，走过两年的时光。

她没有吝啬过自己的笑容，也没有再提起那个人的名字，每天就是除了学习就是工作，她沉浸在自己的世界里，他却在她的成长中沦陷的没有退路。

爱情，再也不能隐藏。

于是，就出现了开篇那一幕。

生平第一次认真告白，竟然被她视为玩笑。

不甘心就这样错失难得的机会，他追上前去，继续纠缠在这个问题。

答案却是：我的过去你全部都知道，离过一次婚，失去过一个小孩，笨手笨脚得很可怕。如果没有遇到你的话，我的人生到现在还是一片混乱。你值得更好的女孩子。

这样的桥段好熟悉，就好像是发生在我们身边一样，不好意思直接拒绝那个人，只好用自己的不堪，替他掩饰尴尬。

他解释了那么理由，我最喜欢的却是那句：也许我喜欢你，就是因为你是陈欣怡。

喜欢一个人，需要理由吗？

没有理由，如何爱上？

理由没了，爱将怎么继续？

可是，她却不要再做陈欣怡。

还在你心里面吗？纪存希。

一直不敢碰触的话题，在平静的两年后，因为他的爱情，再次被揭开。

其实，他知道还在。

因为知道，所以才会对她的“小木马”造型陶艺作出那么精确的解读。

只是不甘心没有出手就输了，没有来过就走了。

小心翼翼的询问，实际上自己判自己死刑。

无论她的答案是什么，他都在隔着时空跟纪存希拔河。

他好像没有赢，也没有输，因为她从来不曾爱过。

他倾尽全力待她，得到更多的却是“你对我的好，让我不知道该怎么办才好”的感激。

忽然想起，她曾经对那个人说过的话：你对我的好，早已超过我可以负荷的一百倍。

原来，他的爱情真的没有来过。

可是，还是舍不得放手怎么办？

如果，参与你的人生，是上帝的安排，那我真心的希望，我们的相遇是有意义的。

the short story above is somehow a kind of narration of a particular part of the character's emotions and actions. thou the story hasn't been complete but i believe after reading, most of u might have another understanding.

catch the show, it's nice.
命中注定我爱你

birthday sprees...

2008-07-10T08:56:00.002+08:00

the past few saturdays almost every week is a birthday celebration. is cool and we had fun gathering together...

last saturday we celebrated heng yu's birthday @ downtown. went cosfest and is really a wow! saw gary there cosplaying. hahax... kind of cool, white wig. hehex... xD

had a great day celebrating. ate pizzas and played games. den went off cutting the cheesecake tad jeff baked. it's really awesome! hahax.. he good chef lah... xDDD

went off at 1:30am to catch hancock the movie. it's really funny and hahax.... laugh until dunno how to say. but i guess the movie has some meaning behind it.

went back to hy's house and we only started sleeping at 6am! kinda similiar to tad time at jason house whr we slept at 7am instead. hahax... woke up at 12pm. full 6 hours of sleep, but is still not enough. went downtown again and we had fun playing in the arcade. somehow at downtown east the best thing is just arcade.

more people's birthdays are coming up.. seems like more prezzies need to buy ler... =.= and pathetically, i haven done my PP yet... =.=||| and dateline is getting near!!!! rahhh!!! why must RP do things out of the norms!!!

dance floor...

2008-06-30T01:31:00.008+08:00

saturday was jeff's birthday and we guys went over to st. james power station to celebrate! cool rite! clubbing on your b'day. hahax...

was sick still in the morning, in fact gotten worse, dunno why. but well, decided not to eat the medicine thou it cost me a stupid 34 bucks plus consultation. it got me so worse to the extend i need to rush to kitchen just to get something to eat. else, i will declare bed ridden for the day which i die die dun wan.

went online and start talking to jason and others. arn 3:30pm went to bathe and cabbed down to cuppage for service, at the same time give jason a ride too. ahahhax... reach there very very early =.=... sian siah....

for the first time in church i'm sitting down for the entire service! well too bad... who call me to be sick. hehe.. (i nt taking this as a advantage btw). shifted our place a lot of times thou hahax...

ok... enough of the craps.. let the pics do the talking.... (some are blur, well... no choice..)

i like the last pic lots. is vodka sprite (left) and vodka cranberry (jason recommended) guess i really can't drink alcohol. everything to me is eeew.. bitter =.= hahahx....

i guess we guys love the dance floor a lot hahax... especially even not at the dance floor, at the bar when bleeding love is up. we dance like as though we are over at the dance floor. i can really say we haven dance enough yet. hahhax... well...

thou have some hiccups here and there we still have a great time. few of us went camp over at jason's house again. watching bleeding love dance from the so you think you can dance one of the contestants (this is where jason got hooked to the song xDD).

after all, we had a great time clubbing, dancing and yeah more dancing~!!!

wei ting

blood drive....

2008-06-27T14:09:00.002+08:00

blood drive was a success the last 2 days though we didn't meet our target. is sad but after all the whole event is a success. =)

guess being in the previous blood drive event give me a sense of familiarity on what to do in the blood drive this time round as this recent blood drive consist a lot of new red cross members. i can say it's really another eye opener for me as i see people streaming in on the first day to donate blood. facilitators, students, staffs. is really great to see own people giving such a great support to the blood drive. i can say that the blood drive is really gd even though there isn't blood buddy walking around the school like previous blood drive and we can get donors more than the previous one.

i guess the incident at the end of the blood drive is more of unexpected experience.

we were heading out for dinner at causeway point, jeff and michael wanted to collect back the consent forms at the OSC when we received a news of a student fainted at the bus stop that has the bus service 903. it shocked us but we calmed ourselves down and rushed ourselves to the bus stops. we went to the one at the HDB blocks but no one was there. i was having this feeling that it might be the one at the park near our school. i left my bags to the guys and dashed my way to that bus stop. i was right, there is someone lying on the ground. i rushed over and i saw is actually one of our donors, who also fainted after donating. asked the passer by who witness her fainting while waiting for the rest to arrive.

soon staff from rp came and the security, shocked to see joshua came down. hahax... medics. hehex =) send the girl to the sick bay and another staff came over and take a look. hahax again one of our donors, who is also a first aider. =) called the parents and jeff called the doctor from HSA. they told him to send the girl to hospital A&E section. called ambulance here too.

medics arrive and i have to say, they are really really professional. =) send the girl to TTS hospital and case closed.

i have to say, it's the first time for me to get into this kind of situations. the experience gain really couldn't get from anywhere else. i'm really happy to be a part of this situation, though i land myself being sick at night when i was home. i felt is worth it, even though being sick but before that saving a life. guess nothing is better than this. =)

i'm glad that i'm a first aider. =)

wei ting

2008-06-22T23:38:00.004+08:00

prison...

tattered and broken childhood.

the world is nothing but darkness...

beatings and scoldings

repeating almost everyday without fail

gotten so used that has become part of the life

grown up, seeing things in different perspectives

feeling as though it's fixed and arranged

until He came

where hopes arises down deep from the darkness

despite knowing about the ugly truth

tiniest wishes hoping that understanding takes its place

however, more restrictions input

no room for anything else

humiliated, trampled pride

nothing comes out

numbness rode in

life went black white nothing else

too much

to the extend is useless

stressed rode in

demanding and endless demanding

to the extend of bursting

but no sound

no words nothing

everything done equals an X

be it right or wrong

slashed and stabbed

pain flows

but is unknown

all of it is just more and more

hopes crashed dreams shatters everything drops back to nothing

tired, heartened and locked up

once again

how cool will it be

if only...

shutting and opening

everything is gone....

ultra madness...

2008-06-16T07:14:00.003+08:00

time now, 7:14 am.

declaration, i've stepped in school already.

pathetically early for goodness freak. had only 45 mins of sleep before coming here. despite worn out, still hope that a cup of milo and Him can give me the energy to last for the day.

having multimedia today, hope is something interesting.

craving for a nice meal later... see how...

that's all for now.

wei ting

tired...

2008-06-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

was down at zoo yesterday for red cross duty for world blood donor day. had only 2 hrs sleep before going for the duty, cos my stupid lappie at night give me problem and i manage to get the problem out for the time being (cos i dunno when it will come back again).

the duty is so fun!!!! i love it to the max... to the extend tad i dun mind doing it for the whole day without even taking my meals! hahax... xDDD. as usual, the attendance is pathetic. nothing to say for this kind of situation le, shud i say is numbed le? hahax dunno....

settle myself at the 1st one in the 6 registration booth cos easier to move about since is the outside until cannot outside. hahax... is really nice to be there, giving out the stuffs. jeff and the in charge, bryan was really busy. cos anything crop up, we escalated to them. hahax...jeff wan to seh le. many donors came and is really nice, and i saw one of my schoolmate! but i forget her name! x.x

went in to zoo after lunch, i have to say is rahh.. tired plus nth plus sian-ness. zoo is nth fun to me at all. came out of the zoo and went to have pizza. hahax... rest a while before proceeding back to the counter. is nice man... hahax.. had a grp pic with the blood buddy. hahax....

the climax of this whole duty is right at the back. we took with us posters, bandana, and of course not to say the umbrellas! hahax... me, jeff and fione each took a box of umbrellas back hahax... nice rite! hahax... took the transport to bloodbank (the 6 of us: me, jeff, fione, stephen, vivian and blake) and help them put the things in. hahax... tad blake keep playing the loudhailer. damn seh... hahax... went to chinatown to eat as stephen complain he is hungry. me and jeff went to buy heinekien and drink. hahax.... is the nicest beer and i keep complaining is bitter. cabbed down to service. wasn't tad bad, but somehow the drama a bit no head and tail. dun really catch the drama thou.

went to eat at meridien and is really well nt tad much people thou. den after tad went to raid at the arcade and blake went home. went home after tad and was up online till 2+ before i declared i'm down for the day.

wei ting

Loving day...

2008-06-11T13:29:00.003+08:00

went for red cross welcome tea ytd at taka's seoul garden. not too bad thou, but just tad the manager a bit bad in her attitude.

meet at orchard mrt station and somehow the whole group of us is divided into 2 different world. raymond, fione, stephen, jeff and me 1 world and the rest another world. we agree to move to the place together but somehow we failed. reach the 'restaurant', also the same. divided to 2 different world also, but enjoy the fun time eating together. many funny things happen in the meal... hahax... (sry but i won't provide the details... if want to know ask me. xD)

went off to shop at far east because someone keep complaining about his pants. hahax... gosh, you guys shud have seen how he walked! xDDD. raymond got himself a cross pendant from 77th streets. well, there isn't much things to shop thou... so we went to peninsula plaza instead cos he keep saying want to get new pants. got himself 2 skinnies and off we went to raffles city shopping for first aid stuffs. chill out at burger king before going off to esplanade area while waiting for her.

we got there and is totally a quiet time before 2 RI boys came and ask if they can interview us regarding singapore film arts stuffs. after the interview, we even requested if we can get a copy of the video. not long after tad, she came and we had another rather quiet time and he requested to go and change since he can't stand his pants getting even more dirty. after he change and we went to get a lighter as none of us have it on us and we need it to light the candles.

kind of hard to get raymond to fell for our 'trick'. even so, when we decided to stop the game, he also don't want to turn arn. finally when he did we sang happy birthday and get him has his wishes and cut the cake. hahax... the cream on the cake was a little sick and eeew.. he and her get the cream on raymond's face... well... we had our great time thou. hahax...

had a great time... hahax... xD

wei ting

red cross camp

2008-06-06T13:55:00.003+08:00

1 word to say: shacked

it's a camp of fun and enjoyment, i have to say. cooking and being camp comm at the same time. hahahax xD.

pathetic only 3 new members came for the camp, making the camp seriously lack of campers. well, couldn't help it thou...

had a wonderful time playing games and cooking. below are the pictures i took for the food.

spaghetti sauce [day 1]

canned peach with curry gravy (for salmon) [day 1]

chicken rice for lunch [day 2]

creativity with maggie mee (raymond's team) [day 2]

hahax... did ur saliva dripped? well well, jeff mah... the chef of the camp. hahax... xD

everything went smoothly thou there were delays and last mins, but this camp is still fun and enjoyable.

wei ting

blehhh

2008-06-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
C.) Have FUN!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
lets see how bad is the betrayal..

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
dreams are dreams, no point take them as thou they are really true

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
simple wedding consisting of me n him at a church, but whether i will marry tad's another issue

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
He plans everything for me telling me at the appropriate time of His.

#5. Do you like cheese ?
not too bad thou

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to love and to be loved

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as said is really love tad person, therefore why won't i wait?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wish him all the best and move on

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
does it even matter?

#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
what for?

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i trust His plans for me.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
them, friends are of more priority thou..

#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
great sister, fun and 100% entertainment! wootz!!! xD

#14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich thou.. well i don't mind that life

#15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes and get up

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
relationship works nt just me alone, therefore he do, i do too.

#17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i choose the one i really love

#18. What type of friends do you like?
those who accept me as wad i am.

People who tag me
Ruth

fun and joy...

2008-06-01T22:54:00.004+08:00

woke up at 3:30pm and went online and chatted for an hour before leaving the house to meet the 3 of them at nexus.

well, service was not bad. mention a lot on Nehemiah thou.. hahax

somehow is a miracle that i didn't fall asleep in joshua's teaching... x.X (but it's the truth...)

went off to dinner at aljunied where we chill out at jason's hse after dinner. agreed to go for hokkien mee, in the end become go mac. =.=||| was having quite some fun while eating mcflurry thou. green tea with oreo... hahahahxxx.. the green tea mcflurry seems eeew to me...

bought snacks and we went to chill out at jason's hse!!!! hahax...

started having drums lesson with him and blake was playing his psp and playing random songs. tempo, rhythm just can't stop coming in thou and my right thumb had a small blister from the movement of the drumstick. after that started playing high street 5 and i had fun with it. is much better than audition i have to admit. all the songs are so nice as compared to audition at the same time can practice the songs as if you are in k box. hahax...

overnight at jason's hse again, and this time we had a lot of chats and fun. had a heart to heart chat with him regarding my problem. the both of us found out that we had the same problem somehow: it's the human factor we have been seeing the problem to. we both agreed that we have somehow lost the God factor in our life and we decided to work together to find back this factor. we prayed to God and we promised to read some verses to each other and decode what God wants to speak to us. it's really a great talk, we chatted about his problem, ask ruth about how the group doing and also saying about jovin and nehemiah. was a very big step i have to say, it wasn't easy. but it's something we have to settle somehow. but somehow after the prayer, i feel ease. i can say that earlier the day i had some 'nightmare' while sleeping on the way to meet them, which make me kena some shock i think.

it's was already 7am (ruth say de) before we went to sleep. 4 of us on 1 bed. yes, not kidding, the 4 of us sleeping on his bed! cool rite! hahax... actually is 1 supposed to sleep the floor. but since all of us so thin, so confirm still got space de. had a lot of funny things happen which cause some of us to get hit by the cushion. hahax... talked about jokes and i have to declare that ruth is really not innocent at all!!! (despite she always say she is) she gave a joke that is so disgusting somehow cos is rAted one.

woke up at 12+pm instead and all of us are so not willing to wake up and go wash up. of course nt for the case of jason thou.(but initially he is, hahax...) went to meet heng yu and went to swee lee to look. had wanton mee for lunch and we started saying about bicycles and said that perhaps 1 day lets go east coast park. but dunno why the topic evolve to the road safety park somehow. reached swee lee and happen to see not so much people there. went looking around and i saw this guitar which cost 80.25 nett price! is damn cheap man! gosh.. feel like buying it. but currently need save up money for something else thou. haiz...

went suntec and had a short rush for time as we had jamming at 6pm. chiong chiong chiong and we finished our stuff and went we reach the studio is only 6:09pm (according to my watch) jammed for 30 mins and heng yu is off to book in to his camp (when he only book out in less than 12 hrs) but nvm next week is his last week, so we can go off and celebrate!!! woots... (shhxxx... serious.. hahahahx xD gosh i can't believe i got addicted too x.X) saw this gal, she looks familiar but can't remember who is she thou... had duck rice for dinner (hahahx... xD) den went home.

i realised that whenever i come to sundays, i will always be broke and always left me on a stupid side... recently just found out that iced tea is awesome... hahax xD...

wei ting

xD

2008-05-29T08:36:00.003+08:00

went to east coast park in the morning with chun kwee to settle the red cross camp amazing race routes and the pictures. street directory had me being cheated for the 3rd time. took bus 40 and i found ourselves no where near east coast park at all! in fact is way more further thou.

went to meet drummer at plaza sing after the thing ended before 2pm! (kinda shocked thou we ended so fast despite of the delays) den went to the shop where they sell all the funny stuffs, was kinda cool. hahax

den we meet jovin at swee lee the music store there. saw a lot of the instruments there. hahax tempting siah! well, then went jason's house to chill out while waiting for jerrome. funny things started happening in the car.... i'm laughing like mad! hahahax xD!!! my gosh... i confirm cannot drive car, unless you want to die earlier.. hahahax

watching drums videos and see the two guys play the drums. hahax.... lay on the bed, was tired after all the walking. went down to meet jerrome for dinner and jovin went home. on the way back saw 1 of the weiqi members under jinkai. went back to jason's hse again and watch sky of love. yeah! sky of love! finally got to watch the show.

well, i suppose that novels are still the best in books form instead of movie... the movie is like hmm... not much tad effect thou. but not tad bad. well as usual, sad scenes i more likely to cry and all. yes i did cry in this case, and that jerrome keep saying wan tell his gf tad not only they cry. seh... went home after the movie. as my feet are blistered, i asked drums whether he got plasters. tad jerrome started saying that i should plaster my eyes to prevent tears from coming out. total seh-ness....

reach home have to settle the pictures and everything. this week busy with meetings. haiz... thank God that next week is holidays! rahhh... will chiong PP during holidays.

*Greats, pls arrange a date and lets us have fun and also at the same celebrate for hy's completion of his BMT!!!! and also pls take this week to think of a new name for the grp too. (as requested by windez)

tired....

wei ting

a day of fun...

2008-05-18T14:35:00.005+08:00

went wild wild wet with 3 of the greats, 1 pang seh us from the starting. =.=||| but nvm, without him we also can have the same amount of fun together. hahax (no offence arh!)

meet up with heng yu at the place directly, and we went to mac to eat. heng yu was having some stomach/ gastric problem, so we get him atacid and pei him go eat subway after tad. after much rest we went to have our fun at wild wild wet.

we arrived at our first stop: lazy pool, where we went for 3 big rounds floating on the water. followed up with our second stop at the waterworks. the slide is awesome! of course la, purple colour mah... hahax... but i suddenly tio stuck in the middle of the slide! shock siah.... turn until heh? how come i nt moving le? shyt... must quickly move. den i move move den ok le, hahax...

since heng yu say he needs a rest, so we went over to the jacuzzi pool and have a rest. after some time he requested for water (i think) den we went back to the locker and take a rest at one of the benches at the cafe there and hengyu has his bite. well, somehow the fishball noodles was kind of bad cos he complained tad the whole thing is so salty. i had a sleep on the bench for dunno how long before we decided to go for samsung slide up. seriously, the float is damn heavy! ruth and i was like bumping the surroundings and having problems carrying it. well this time, again i was requested to sit infront because i'm lighter. ruth scream all the while, well i can say is somehow scary the whole thing but nt tad bad after once. ruth say her legs went jellied, hahax!!!

went for 2 rounds of ulah lah and is wootz! last round is only purely the 4 of us! xD!!! went over to tsunami and we were anticipating for all the waves when they say the whole water theme park closing le. we were totally speechless about it. is really =.= lah... haiz... went over to the kopitiam next to the wild wild wet after much looking here and there for better place to eat.

went over to the arcade for further activities when heng yu start to feel sick again. we decided to send him to doctors when he says he wants to go home in the cab. send him back and we decided to stay back and look after him since we are worried. in the end, we still left his house cos we are also wondering wad can we do even we stay. so we decided to go over to drummer's house instead. tad was already 12++am le. nt having enough cash with us, we decided to take bus to tampines and start walking until the maximum we can take and take cab down to his house just to save tad amount of money because jeff have only 18 bucks with him and no more.

started walking from tampines interchange, we sing worships and praises and chat on our way. finally we can't take it, and our location is at bedok! so cool... tampines to bedok! purely walking! the time is already 2++ am. cab down to drummer house when jeff say tad his fren ask him down for chats. so ruth and i bade him at aljunied and walk the remaining path to drummer's house.

the most funny encounter the whole day was cockroaches. after stepping out from heng yu's house and going to the nearest POSB atm for balance check, i didn't know tad i stepped on a cockroach until jeff turned back and told me. i shrieked and started running and saw 2 more cockroaches and i ran and scream at the same time. the 3 of us laughed like mad. den also while walking to bedok, suddenly ruth pushed us on the pavement! it's also cos of cockroaches! hahahax oh man... day with cockroaches... how fun can it be? hahax xD!!!!

wei ting

just a simple post...

2008-05-16T14:45:00.003+08:00

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!

hehex.. that's what i just wan to say.

wei ting

hoarse...

2008-05-15T08:23:00.003+08:00

went kbox ytd and is awesome! ^^ was singing all the guys songs since i'm out with 2 guy frens of mine. supposed to be kind of relax for me. however things start to take a turn when we started out singing all the high key songs in the starting (which is very bad since we didn't warm up).

went down to all the slower and lower key songs after high keys. suddenly, i was requested to take up the task to sing 2 songs by angela. they were rather ok (shall i even say tad?) to me. i didn't really got some of the keys in the first song but i was quite shocked tad i get almost similar keys to angela's (or is it my illusion?) for her second.

went high with F.I.R's song and singing like no one cares (or rather to say having our own concert?) hahax. we end off F.I.R series with the song ni hen ai ta. den we went off sing duets and we were rushing since they say we are until 8pm. but somehow don't know why the time past 8pm already and no one came in to tell us is our last song, so we con't sing until the end. because of the rush and everything, we started cutting half of the song away to get in time to end. somehow we sang till the last song and they haven't start chasing us away. since one of them is answering the phone, we and the other went off singing a oldies to end off the whole singing session. it's funny but after all, we enjoy it.

went off to eat dinner at the foodcourt and had a great time chatting. went home after tad and found out that one of the guys simply can't stand act cute songs. hahax after since one of the guys went singing cyndi's new song shui xian and he went off saying he can't stand it after video it some part of the singing. hahax... funny guy

slept arn 4am again and voice is a bit hoarse (shall i define as this condition?) thankfully tad ytd i use quite lot of my diaphragm to reach the high keys or else i think i might lose my voice again and i just ended my cough arn 2 weeks ago? if i lose my voice i think i can just sick for dunno how long bah. it's bored and bad to get sick for so long.

wei ting

have i?

2008-05-11T15:18:00.002+08:00

sitting in front of my com, i began to think about the similar things i'd done previously and the co-current. i don't deny that what happens now is indirectly cause by me, it's my mistake and i felt really bad.

this kind of similar scenes haven't i had enough? and yet i keep making it happen again and again, letting not only myself but also others to get hurt times and times again.

have i really learnt from the previous mistakes? in which i doubt i ever learnt ever since from the start, the beginning. repentance is the word, but did i?

maybe, i shouldn't have existed right from the beginning. i only bring pain and more of it, hurting people. perhaps, i shouldn't have come...

just for now.... let me be...

2008-05-10T23:06:00.005+08:00

had a great time today, despite some unexpected things to happen.

went home with stephen and chatted about some issues. listened to a song that is in his hp which he describe as kinda emo. well had a lot of thoughts after that due to the lyrics.

i don't deny that somehow that song bring back some memories which did somehow make me went emo... well, i shan't say that it's cos of the song is sad but rather the lyrics which somehow just happen to say what is happening during those situations. after all, i just want to say its life....

Where'd you go
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone...

nice feeling

2008-05-09T01:09:00.003+08:00

wasn't feeling quite well today. but after all i'm still ok, haven collapse yet.

just here to intro song. well, i believe a lot of u all have heard it before.

therefore, just enjoy

wei ting

wonderful day....

2008-05-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

went to meet nicholas at TP today. so got there at arn 11:30am (during his break) and who knows at the bridge, i met eng chun!!!! was totally unexpected. hahahax... asked him to pei me go find nicholas. hahahx... went to ITAS to eat. (ITAS is the short form for IT n Applied Science sch de canteen)

den saw a lot ppl in there. hahax as usual the old ppl tad i knew. hahax... den around 1++ zi yun came over!!!! oh man... long time no see her liao.... miss her damn lots...
went to buy some cakes and proceed to jason's house...

took bus to bedok before taking the mrt to aljunied and go to my 'sensei' de house. hahahax... why i call him sensei cos he helped me in my IT modules which somehow got me hiroshima bomb in my head whenever i don't catch it. thx dude! ^^

blake came at arn 5pm and we had a lot files tranfers here n there. hahax xDD. meet up with jeff and jerrome at suntec arn 7++ and had pizzahut for dinner!!! wootz... had fun over there. hahaahx.....

played foosball as our exercise after dinner. hahahax.... move only the hands la.... hahahhahax.... xDDD.

oh freak... i just rmb tad i left my lappie's charger at my sensei's house. so shyt... =.= i tml still got UT. die siah.... and data comms is so freaking hard!!!! like it will ever get into my head.....

wei ting

feeling high!!!! xDD...

2008-05-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

was moody in the day and up now at night i wow high!!!!

yes, i'm so HIGH!!!!!

well afternoon presentation was crap. tad stupid faci ask me to stay on and explain the stupid router thing and all my teammates were back at their seats!!!!! ~.~|||

after tad was feeling a bit better, when later i received his msg and called him i went almost bonkers!!! hahax.... i really have to thank God for wad He has done. He is super overly creative God tad we nva ever met. hahax!!! went crying halfway thru our convo on msn after tad.

met up with klara after her UT and went to eat our usual western. we began to tok about God and stuffs. den when we left, the container box was to be thrown into the nearest bin....

jaslyn: eh there there there... can throw a nt, if too big den must take up the cover u know....

in the end this is wad klara did:

hahax.... she left the whole bag on the bin itself hahahahahahah!!!!!xDDDDDDDDDD

as we walk out to the interchange, met chong poh on the way and he start saying about his pp scope. den just nice he asking us whether we got lighter since his nt working. well we guai kia of course dun have so we walked den he asked about our pp scope. den klara say lung cancer... hahahax if u guys get wad i mean.... hahahahahahahx!!!!!!!! xDDDDDDDD

den finally we reached the interchange he finaly can smoke hahahax!!!!

reached home and i started playing praise you, majesty and free from planetshakers and i just got high.... hahahahax!!!

YOU ARE REALLY AWESOME!!!!! ^^

wei ting

meaningless...

2008-05-06T09:18:00.001+08:00

school life is getting bored...

things are getting harder...

dealing with tad stupid module, my mind just got a hiroshima bomb....

hate? dislike? is it even my side to even don't like?

life is getting meaningless as days passed...

is there even something we can do about it?

i just can't wait to look forward to tomorrow...

chicken scratches....

2008-05-04T02:18:00.000+08:00

was kinda emo today basically. cried out, somehow feel like killing myself...

Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for you alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord, have Your ways in me

dunno why today happen to be like wad i see ytd n today, it just appear or rings in words.

perhaps tad is some call? or maybe i just thinking too much.....

wad do u think this is? some fall or something? wad if i say is wad i done to myself? or perhaps u may just think is just nth big deal....

ton-ing out...

2008-05-01T20:46:00.006+08:00

hey peeps, i'm back! wish you all a happy labour day.

firstly, let me present to you people wad i did ytd.

i went ton-ing out with the GREATS!!! woootz how cool is tad man!

meet jeff at 5:30pm over at raffles and went to acts lifestyle and get ruth's present. yeah, ruth's birthday is on the 1st may. hahax!!! den i saw this book by the name: the case of faith by lee strobel. wad make me want to see this book more is the encodings (shall i even call it encodings?) within the cover page itself. it says: a journalist investigates the toughest objections to Christianity. the words rings so familiar in my mind, but i nt sure whether is it really the book tad jovin said the other time. but since is like kinda similar to wad jovin shared then, i got tad book and a bookmark for ruth.

went back to tamp and we got our gift boxes from mini toons. the boxes are exactly wad we want to say to her regarding our gifts. jeff went to his workplace earlier and really really played a pooh bear for her. wanted to get my gv membership done but the queue is like wow! forget it. hahax... took bus to white sands because jeff want to do his nebo card. in the end, the service has stopped since 28 april! wow! wad a bad timing. well, since can't do his card, we went off to get ruth's birthday cake. we gotten a blackforest cake and we decided to do something wild. hahax.. we got 2 six-packs of jolly shandy and 1 six-pack of heienken. is totally madness! hahahx...

went to mac for our post dinner while waiting for them. ruth came in before heng yu with his frens. his frens also from hope de. jason came in nt long after heng yu invaded his mac. went to heng yu's house, we started playing dai dee and is really mad. real mad, when jeff suddenly had orgasm overwhelm. his cards is awesomely beautiful...

imagine, ur cards consist of all the 4 dees, all are pairs and 1 standalone card to match the dees to form a beautiful full house...

it's beautiful isn't it? hahax....

we went to sleep at 5am and we're saying to wake up at 9am. in the end, we end up waking up slightly later... and things starts happening at this time...

"jaslyn, 9am liao, time to wake up le..."

i con't sleeping...

"jaslyn, jaslyn, jaslyn, wake up liao..."

i still con't sleeping...

"jaslyn, time to wake up liao..." + *tickles*

i finally gave in and woke up.

after so long, i finally got someone to do one of the extreme ways to wake a person up on me. hahax....

went for breakfast at mac and ruth went off to rush back home before she went out again in the afternoon. send jason off to the mrt station before going to some specs shop to get heng yu's specs. went to downtown east to get jeff's nebo card done. in the end, we went playing in the arcade.

went for lunch at subway and decided to go walk walk arn the downtown east when random thoughts flood in...

"hey, lets go swimming!"

well, u see, tad's wad random thoughts flood in and we start to carry it out. went to the pool at coasta sands resort and something caught our eyes....

"wah, free movie tickets"

"ironman, somemore haven watch de"

"lets go lor.."

yes, we found 2 free movie tickets at the entrance of the place. since the show starts at 4:35pm, we still went in to the pool. but jeff couldn't join us as he is leaving around the same time for his work at 6.

movie is awesomely great. the technology they use is too cool, mechanism and future technology. but the part regarding the main character kena caught and everything is rather dry, making me slept in the show. hahax...

went off after the movie since heng yu is booking in soon. reached home at 7:41pm and started bathing. went off to sleep at 8++pm, drop dead. hahax...

i can't wait for next next sat, jeff say we will go to wild wild wet! cool and awesome! hahax...

wei ting

just for information...

2008-04-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

Looks like people aren’t waking up after wad I’ve written.

Problems not address to and now up with another conclusion: am I being influenced to do wad I’m doing now.

I understand that you people are worried and concerning about me. But I have to say tad sometimes it really gets to a point of irritating? Oh well perhaps it’s a little too direct, but yeah tad is it.

Shocked by this sentence?

Well, don’t be. It isn’t to the point yet.

Shall I say that NO ONE INFLUENCES ME AT ALL! Why it is that wad I’ve been doing is out of influence? Have you people ever thought of why did I leave in the first place? Or perhaps not just me but also other people that left?

Have you people known wad exactly causes all these to happen? Have you people even given a thought for these problems tad existed for dunno how many times? Perhaps you people know, but have you people done anything about it? NONE! Tad is wad I’ve been seeing before and now.

I shall come straight to the point.

For the one last time to every one of you people.

I’m not influence to leave the group or whatsoever. This is nothing to do with the people I’m going out with. Just because he left and everything and I’m around with him, does tad give you people the prove tad I’m influenced by him?

Well, I see tad is judging already. I thought WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO JUDGE?

I see no reason that you people are thinking so hard about the reasons of my departure, yet you people can’t apply the same attitude towards the existing problems.

To be frank, ever since the trip to sentosa as a grp I alrdy have the plans already. Is just by the matter of time whether I leave sooner or later? I shall say tad you people successfully killed all the hopes we had towards the grp. Great thanks.

the world ain't tad big after all...

2008-04-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

went to watch doomsday with 3 of the GREATS on thursday night. well the movie is kinda cool, a lot of fighting here and there. went to mac for supper den 1 of the GREATS came over my house and stay over.

yesterday didn't go to class, went to send 1 of the GREATS off. doubt even people know about it, do they ask? no, i should say do they even REMEMBER the person in the 1st place? oh well, i shan't destroy the mood of this post just because of these people.

went to 1 of the GREATS house after breakfast at mac. reach the place at 10++am, stayed till around 1++pm. a lot of things happened within tad few hours. hahahahax!!!! went off with jeff to try his cosplay costume near his parents' shop n also show his parents the new design namecard done by me.

went off to meet the rest again at suntec to sing k, before tad went otaku house for a look. saw ivan working there and he know jeff! oh well cosplayers mah... hehex the world is indeed small =). at k box, it's awesome! woots... hahax... we surely know how to enjoy ourselves. jeff ordered himself a HEINEKEN(woah... beer siah), i tasted a sip and it's bitter!!!! x_X

bought mac and went home, it's funny to keep on eating fried stuffs when i'm like coughing? hahax... i'm looking forward to the next outing. GREATS, you guys heard me k... hahahax =)

wei ting

have a nice day....

2008-04-24T00:28:00.001+08:00

woke up at arn 1pm today. seriously late with meeting with jeff, omg! felt so so bad about tad. met most of the GREATS and went plaza sing to catch a movie. i felt like a glutton today. eat and eat and eat oh man, i'm getting fat!!!!

ate mac for lunch, dark fried carrot cake, dessert, eggy, crispy crepe, pop corn, chips, chocolates and lastly B&J ice cream.

and now, i'm eating again!
fried bee hoon with chicken wings

oh my gosh, all the carbos and everything
i'm getting fat soon.

had a great time at ben & jerry, watching performance by bands. it's awesome! =)

met him at ben & jerry, it's really been ages since we met. he done haircuts and yeah, shudn't even recognised him out but i just do... i believe it's God's plan to meet him there. guitars and everything, yeap he's performing. kind of shocked to see him, but seeing him doing so well, so yeah happy too =). he's gd, real gd. greeted him, but didn't chat. kinda happy to see him arn, it just feels gd.

wei ting

you made up my days....

2008-04-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

to those who know wad i'm toking,
i just wan to say

YOU GUYS ARE GREAT!!!!!! =D

for those who dun, just get away from me.
if you think u are the wan i toking abt,
SRY
i think u are not.
as i said only those who knows, knows it [and you shud know who are u =)]

so, dun bhb say tad i say u are great.
thx

wei ting

awesome!

2008-04-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

went to planetshakers concert ytd night. is really awesome to the max!!! wooz...

simply 1 sentence to describe:

I WANT TO HAVE IT AGAIN!!!!!

You’re my saviour
You have set me free
It is by Your grace and power
That You have set me free
You are the way
I will live for you all my days
Never will I hold back my praise
Cause You have set me free....

All majesty
To the God of creation
All majesty God of all generations
This anthem we sing
To the God of all nations
All majesty we sing....

How wonderful, how beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted High
How wonderful, how beautiful
Jesus Your Name
Name above every name Jesus....

One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for....

I know that You are everything
You are all that I long for
I need you
More than words can say
More and more each day....

simple description. dun get it den forget it, for u will nva.

some things are there and yet u just nva see. by the time, u even start noticing, people left. who's fault? their fault or urs? rather to say is others fault, will u even start to notice wad you have done? be it pride or ego tad causes this blindness, the thing is are u willing to pull down and see carefully? does the others trying to help at fault? if this's the case, why in the first place they bother to come? if the others trying to help at fault, why do they even bother to help u and ask the people try to the max to stay? is it even fair for them?

wad the hell people has been doing? seeing people in need of great help not even in the status to be prepared to help them? words coming out saying no matter wad will help. fuck lah, help ur freaking brain. this wan call help? help is action not words, u there talking fucking empty promises and do nth, u call this help? people might come and go in our lives, but when someone whom is really dearly to u leaves and after tad wad u do? do u even rmb them? or rather to say, u rmb them when they are arn? during their absence, do u even mention a single word of them? wad the fuck has people been doing? people has become wad? a nth but someone just living on this freaking earth with u? freaking mindsets and fucking actions u call help? if this really helps, why can still see no people stay on and yet, to leave? if u call this help, wad are those people tad really meant wad they promises? no matter wad they dun forsake any people like u do. perhaps u might not be said as forsake, but ur actions can prove forsaking this term doesn't exist? freaking people with fucking brains.

thinking....

2008-04-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

i'll apologise for this random post.

i dunno this answer myself. i hope that someone can tell me.
i'm wondering am i working too hard sometimes. i know that at times i need to take a rest but i just can't stop but to continue. yes, i can say it's a choice. a choice made by me. why i won't rest but continue working so hard. wad exactly am i working for? shall i even take a break?

persistent. am i to persistent sometimes? shud i stop being too persistent in wadeva i do? shall i even abort the whole idea abt being persistent? i really wan to ask is being persistent a bit wrong. or maybe i shall change my way of asking. is persistent a wrong way of doing.

no link in wad i do, i just wan to hear answer. as i said, it's just a random post.
purely a random post from a random me.

wei ting

first day of sch

2008-04-07T15:07:00.004+08:00

stupid freaky thing happened on 7th April 2008. it was RP start of new academic year for 2008. wow! super nice siah. freaking 18th birthday spend in a stupid sch.

reached class at 8am and no one is there. the best welcome gift from RP was a stupid cut off in power supply. my com went black the moment when the cut off happened. well it's stupid.

had a stupid lesson on Data Comms and Networking. the lesson is sux can. the faci rants like mad. real mad, until i can't take it anymore. worse thing is tad she is an AH NEH!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz... sooner or later is dying grace period.

and today the best thing is I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HP!!!!!!

oh man, is cool or wad? first day of sch birthday is already suay enough. now hp nva bring. wow! i wonder how am i even like the day though is my birthday? oh man is bad real real bad man. haiz...

how i wish i can slp somemore. i'm tired and worn out, but rather shocked that i could woke up at 6:30am. haiz.... miss my frens and i wan to play my rubic's.

my class is not bad. but in terms come to getting good grades, i think is too competitive to get a real good grade for me. haiz...

I know that You are everything
You are all that I long for
I need you
More than words can say
More and more each day

wei ting

camp craze...

2008-04-01T10:56:00.000+08:00

went to Arete camp frm 28 - 30march. camp overnight at jacob's place on 27th.

seriously deprive of sleep!!!!!!!!!

imagine ur chalet is at downtown east, ur events place and almost everything is at lavender de golden mile complex. reach ur dorm at 11++pm everyday for the 3 days camp. bathe, QT, supper and by the time you slp is like 3++am? den u need to wake up arn like 8am? oh man.... is seriously bad for health.

the teachings are awesome! for me, 1 of the camp objective is answered in the teaching which is faith. seriously my faith and trust to God is really bad, but really had a great time talking to God during this 3 days. this camp is really enriching for us. getting closer to God and everything. God is really an awesome God. =)

seriously golden mile complex is the last place i wan to go to in the whole singapore. the place stinks like mad. i hate the smell plus there is totally a paradise for the Thais (paradise for Thais not singaporeans, so singaporeans pls stay out).

after this camp, i'm going to weiqi camp frm 2 - 5apr. is madness, going off a camp to the other. no time to rest at all!!!! oh man.... health sure plunge down de. worse thing is tad rest on 6 apr den 7 apr sch reopen. wah... i seh siah..... haiz...... dunno wad to say liao.....

God, i need to rest.......

wei ting

2008-03-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

WTH AM I HERE FOR? AS A MAID OR WAD.

DO THIS DO THAT, I'M NOT A MAID AND NEITHER AM I A SLAVE!
I'M NOT HERE TO BE CANED, SCREAMED, SCOLD, SLAP OR A THING TO LET OUT UR ANGER AT.

I DID ABSOUTELY NTH WRONG AND WAD YOU DO WAS PUTTING ALL AT ME.

WAD AM I? A HUMAN OR A MACHINE?

DO YOU EVEN KNOW WAD IS PRIVACY?
WAD'S WRONG TO LAUGH AT A COMEDY? AND WHO LAUGHS WITH THEIR MOUTH CLOSED?

AND DO I NEED TO GET SLAPPED JUS BECAUSE OF THIS?

DOING THINGS UR WAY N NOT MY WAY, AM I A HUMAN OR WAD?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WAD IS FEELINGS?
U ARE FOREVER RIGHT, AND I AM FOREVER WRONG ALL THE WAY.
WAD AM I HERE FOR?

I'M GETTING TIRED, REAL TIRED FROM ALL THESE BULLSHITS AND RUBBISH.

WHR CAN I RUN TO???

wei ting

birthday cg....

2008-03-20T21:50:00.001+08:00

celebrated emily's and michelle's birthday today before michael and chun kwee went off for the KL Red Cross mission trip.

reached jacob's place at 11am and started playing pool with Ruth. played 2 rounds before shareen came and settling all the things. started blowing the balloons and blow until i stop after dunno how many. stephen came and started to charge his camera's batt.

1pm everyone came and we started playing games before luke arrive. when shareen was caught to do the forfeit, luke came and he is also in the forfeit for the lateness. below shows a video on the forfeit.

we started the simon says game and i had some pauses here and there as in fact the whole game came very suddenly n i wasn't prepared. but the surprise is still there! hahax.... den we had the affirmation and Ruth went over to retrieve michelle's donut cake. hahax.... michelle is shocked.

after all the celebration, played a game with kai en. he's good! hahax... went to our next part of the program today which is watching evan almighty. the movie is great, had things learnt from there. practiced our dance at the end and we girls keep adding things into our moves. hahax.... a great day today.

wei ting

guitar???

2008-03-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

picking up guitar recently.

words to describe everything:

`hard
`pain
`awesome

tad's my post. hahax XD!!!!!

wei ting

what what why?

2008-03-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

just spent the past 15 mins thinking about wad i'm doing for the past weeks, which is nothing but mood swings.

i can say that the thing happened on 26 feb affected me quite a lot. you guys may think, so long le why still be so affected? well, perhaps a person change and expected slight different things? i can't give an exact answer why but i rather choose to be affected den be ignorant.

reflecting and reflecting....

what exactly do i wan from my life? what am i trying to do?

questions flood my mind, thinking a lot of things. most of the question which i have no answer to.
guess i'm trying to live my life in world of uncertainties....
practically sorry, but don't ask me why.
because i also dunno....

perhaps, maybe.... i may never know...........

wei ting

hmm...??? o.0???

2008-03-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

sry guys, tad my previous post is too much of a shock. but sadly to say my mood is still kind of yoyo now.

just to update the recent progress, had water baptism on sun. but somehow think the mood still unstable, so eventually the excitement kind of not there. thankful to sam for coming down, and a thank you to those who given me blessings.

felt really cool especially with when you have the baptism with the people you know. other than emily and chun kwee, winstar and mei yi too, baptised on the same day as me! receive encouragement from ppl and even meiyi also, felt so bad cos i didn't give anything to her.

after the ceremony, went to vivo and started the whole farewell celebration. den went home time, talked to drummer abt some issues from harbourfront station till tampines. when is like he wanted to rebound and tanah merah station there said, the last train to boon lay had just left. seh siah... den talked all the way back till my place there and he has to take a cab back. felt so bad lor, cos if i didn't talk to him he will have save the cab fare money le... but was quite good in which his words is really zai making me think alot.

had first aid duty today at sentosa. met up with jeff at jurong east at 8am and cycled to sentosa after breakfast. along the way, we make a lot of funny things and swearing abt LTA dunno how build roads. reached sentosa 11+am and soon found to be slacking all the time. went round sentosa don't know how many times and here comes the rain pouring down. michael came and after the rain we went cycling again. due to the rain, activities were delayed and end up going home late too.

cycled back to jeff's place and during the journey, fell once and thx that nothing big happens. reached home at 10+pm, tired.

wei ting

letting out...

2008-02-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

seriously i think ppl nowadays need to have some INITIATIVES, PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

in general, i really feel that when ppl do something, other den the ppl organising, others can really take the step and help out. ppl practically TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED and RELY on what others did.

since ppl are in this manner, wad difference is there of us behaving like CUSTOMERS AND SUPPLIERS?

why is it always ppl tad DEMANDS and other ppl have to SUPPLY IT ALL THE TIME?

if this is the case, what is the difference of HUMANS and MACHINES?

SUPPLY, RECEIVE AND THAT'S IT HUH?

WAD HAVE THE WORLD COME TO? PPL BECOME SUPPLIERS?

I KNOW IT'S VERY COOL TO RECEIVE, WHO DOESN'T LIKE?

BUT DID PPL THINK OF THE SUPPLIERS? DO THEY EVEN UNDERSTAND THE HARD WORK?

I SAID IT FOR ONCE AND NO MORE,

PPL SHOULD START THINKING THEIR ACTIONS SERIOUSLY FOR ONCE!

SHOULD THEY KEEP DEMAND AND RECEIVE OR SHOULD THEY DEMAND, RECEIVE AND SUPPLY.

THERE IS NO MEANING TO STAY ALIVE JUST TO DEMAND AND RECEIVE, BUT NOT SUPPLYING.

IF YOU CAN'T EVEN SUPPLY A SMALL BIT, PLEASE GET OUT OF THIS WORLD.

*ps, i need to let out some anger here.

wei ting

small small world....

2008-02-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

went to a wedding dinner ytd at 7pm at mandarin oriental. had a question came into my mind when the couple did the solemnisation. what is the most important thing of a whole ceremony to you? is it the people attended or the rings or other things? to me i think is when the couple say ' I do' to each other. when i turn to current situations when couples get divorce, i'm thinking why? all those vows they said when they married are all fake? when they promised in front of the priest/ judge that they will do wad the vows had stated, is tad whole scene a fake wan too? and finally when they proclaim their love in front of the people, is tad also fake? i don't get it why people just treat marriage like fun. divorce, remarry, divorce, remarry again.

saw ivan there, much to my astonishment. found out that he is attending his cousin wedding dinner. i'm attending the wedding dinner of my ex-neighbour. so in conclusion, his cousin is my ex-neighbour. hahahahahax... wad a small world. my eyes was like wondering in the whole hall, before i saw ivan. i thought i won't see someone i know and my parents and i was saying a joke on my big bag. stupid foolish talks. hahahax....

what a small small world....

wei ting

service rocks...

2008-02-24T01:00:00.001+08:00

went for the red cross flag day very early in the morning. 7:30am; Red Cross House.
sneak out of house at 6:25am to get down thru the NEL as meeting jeff at 7:15.

went to the RCH and is like RP chapter: 2 ppl! (requested for 20) 1/10 of the ppl was present. wow! RP learns to rocks! haha... since so less ppl we plan to pon the event, den ck turns up. wah... gd timing siah... sian diao... went to take the tin cans and we started on our trip on foot around the cityhall area. practically, we today is not to flag day but shopping day.

met up with andrew and we had teachings on committment to local church. which is really plays an important role in christian living. den met up with the others at S11 and since ck and i were very enthu abt the upcoming water baptism, the others asked qns to see if we are ready. for me, i know tad ever since i go back to church, God will be my saviour and this time round i won't do my MIAs again because i know wad's the life without God. i thought thru really thoroughly even before they asked today, cause i mention the matter to suzana, and she ask me whether i have think carefully before making this decision and ytd i was again asked by her abt the water baptism thing and let her know wad it is all abt.

since i'm going for the baptism, the next thing is to think of the baptism name. i thought before to use the name in my email; genevieve. but i think i still let God to decide, and after listening from both michael and nicholas, i've decide on esther. the name is really gd and in fact the character made me admires even more. so now, all i have to do was to wait to next sun when i'm having the ceremony and after tad to prepare for the camps! hahax...

service today was powerful and really states my situation before now. i have to thx God tad He let me found back my axhead after being lost for such a long time. pastor jasmine said a sentence which really describes my mindset before i came back. so in conclusion, the sermon today says smt tad i experience before.

faith become stronger..... =)

* P.S. ppl pls come down to witness my baptism can? i'll feel really great! =D

wei ting

new bible wrapper....

2008-02-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

hahax... guys, i've changed my bible wrapper. seems funny to me... hahhax see below...

front

center

back (intend to have a lyrics of the week)

give comments bah... hahax...

wei ting

fruitful....

2008-02-17T02:32:00.000+08:00

had service ytd, it is really a fruitful one.

Through It All.... the song,
the very song tad made me realise how much God means to me once again.

Here In My Life....
the song tad describe best of my feeling now....
being found at the very same place again, on the very same day tad i accept Him...

feelings, all the feelings tad i had before...
now, up in me once over again.
ever since, valentine's day.... during the CG, after the pondering question....
which never leaves till now...

...And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failing surely would have drowned me
But You made a way.....

`just a simple post.....

wei ting

flower festival....(it's dumb)

2008-02-11T15:50:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa ytd with my parents. yes! sentosa. not to have picnic or wadeva but to see the stupid flower festival there. which is seriously not worth going (unless you are some photographer to improve your shooting skills or wadeva)

went there and is seriously HOT!!! scotching sun up at the sky, melting people on the earth....

used the digital camera and shot some pictures...

hahax... only this 2 i chose to put up here because i like this 2 best. went to underwater world and seriously it's expensive and nothing!!!! $19.90 (adult) each! kaoz... sian diao....

after the whole thing, went to douby ghaut cos my mum wanna find some cloths at spotlight. since going to PS and mum wanted to eat dinner, so for dessert i chose ice monster. haha i intro them the durian mango ice and again i eat the mango ice. hahax....

stupid plus 'burning' day....

wei ting

rahhh

2008-02-06T23:06:00.003+08:00

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i shall see how bad is the betrayal

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i wish to live a life of what i want. but sadly dreams are just dreams, why bother?

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
a simple wedding in a church with just me n him. but do i want to get married? hmm....

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
He plans everything for me and tell me at the appropriate time of His, i've trust in Him.

#5. Do you like cheese ?
cheese strengthen your bones, why not?

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to love and to be love

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
since is said i really love that person, i don't see why i shouldn't wait.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
what more i can do? snatch? nah... i don't. simple ans: even if just a smile and to see him happy from one side, i still wish him all the best.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
what for think of the things that make me sad? live a life that is happy!

#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
why heartache? be happy is the key!

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
working? well.. i shall see His plan for me

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
no need me to say but them. friends just carry more priority for my case

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
great sister, fun and 100% entertainment!

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
well i don't mind being single and rich... hahax

16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
school days: off alarm

non-school days: open my eyes

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
i won't say is just solely myself but rather both of us. if he do, i will too.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i will pick the one i really love

#19. What type of friends do you like?
those who accept me as who i am

People who tag me
Ruth

People whom I tagged;
lazy to tag... why bother to when others also send to the same person?

lappie "crash"

2008-01-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

got so pek chek by the charger thingy as i dunno wad happen and why it can't charge my lappie on sat and sun night. finally the whole thing got it's evaluation ytd morning in class. my lappie's needle (tad wan long thin thingy connect to the ac adapter) dropped out and tad explain why my lappie couldn't be charge. "wow holy crap!!!!" and my day is like so damn bad, can't charge and couldn't use. wad stupid thing can i have man! so i decided to go to the service centre today to get it back in best shape again.

woke up at 6:30am and left for the destination at 7:45, den reach acer there nearly 9. the sign to the service centre wasn't tad clear and i nearly went to the wrong place. saw inside the place, only dunno how many lor... so shuang lah.... hahax... after taking the queue no. waited at the side until my no. was called. my no. was 3002 and the counter tad serves me was no. #06 (1 of my favourite no.) the service was quick, it took arn 15 - 20 mins to get all my things done.

left for jurong interchange and i am thinking where: should i go home or sch? or go other places? but since haven even 10 am and i decided to go mac to charge my lappie at the same time get myself a drink. in the end i got myself a drink but no sockets. haiz... after that i decided to go library, find sockets to charge my lappie. finally reach a place i really can charge, and tad stupid wireless is seriously cannot make it and i decided to go back to sch instead. on the way back to sch, jeff called and asked me where am i and i said i'm going back to sch, and asked me whether later on i wan to go for pool at paradiz centre. met zachary while waiting for the 169 bus, hahax he's late again... hahax....

found jeff over at the it helpdesk with his fren. he send his macbook for configuring (heartpain lah...) so long lor.... seriously like i've said in 1 of the previous posts, tad it helpdesk doesn't give the solution to the problem but create more problems. this time round, they are really stupid idiots. idiots tad can't do things well, but make it worse. so we decided to go to the shop he bought the mac and is lke wad de.... XO the way they handle is like so easy lor.... like u are learning how to crack an egg and in the end ppl just tell u to hit it can le those kind... wah... we nth to say siah.. hahax... went to paradiz to play pool and is like woo!!! fun! stephen and michael join us after school. michael was like pretending dunno how to shoot... diaoz....

had dinner at selegie rd there de chicken rice and not to miss out the soy bean curd! simply delicious food. hahax... fun fun!!! =)

wei ting

meaningful!!!

2008-01-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

attended the first blood drive of the year 2008 ytd. it's really an eye opener, and we didn't really expect so much people will turn up for this event. well done to those who donated the blood!!! (lazy to say too much)

formal picture of the Red Cross IG

after the whole event, the others came down and we simply hold our cg there. (too tired to move) had the theme on Nerds, and we had a great time laughing... hahax... below u will understand why...

SPNs (Singapore Protection of Nerds) as in nehemiah's blog.... chun kwee, nehemiah, stephen & jovin!!!

introduction of Nerds by emily... "all of them have a unique personality, chun kwee is shy, stephen likes to get camera attention, nehe is the real nerd!! and ruth is the act-cute-nerd!" (quoted from nehemiah's blog)

whole family... jason (father), nehemiah (eldest Nerd child), stephen (second Nerd child) & ruth (youngest Nerd child)

stephen very happy!!! hahax...

stephen in his Nerdy smile....

even more funny things happen later...

eldest & second child jumping (#01) (nehemiah!!! u huat arh!!! hahax!!!)

Nerds jumping... hahax... eldest & second child (#02) (wire become skipping rope... hahax!!!)

Nerd siblings... hahax XD!!!! (look at nehemiah!!!) stephen reminds me of his sentence: "papa, wo shuai bu shuai??? " (to jason) & ruth's: "mama, wo de tou fa style bu style??? (to jovin)

after Nerds return to normal....

advertising for FM 98.7... hahax!!! (seriously dun look like Nerd, but ppl in the 80s hahax!!!)

following up is something dangerous....

is he trying to look seductive? or sexy? (er... shall i use these words???) "coffee, tea or me???"... (hahax!!!)

ending photo of our Nerd cg...

had fun, hilarious and tired day... =)

wei ting

wad for snacks???

2008-01-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

today's post is rather a crap wan, totally no link de. (cos windez cui me for updates)

just a qn....

wad do you normally have when ur mouth is itchy for snacks??? (be it in front of TV or k-ing books)

#01: potato chips

#02: pop corn

#03: cereals (cococrunch, corn flakes, etc)

#04: others (mamee, yan yan, etc)

you guys done? bet most will be #01. which is like a DER? answer. hahax... (just trying to be lame here)
well, i had mine as #03. i munch on cereals as chips as they are much healthier. serious, after i munch on cereals, it just can't stop! hahax....

just write this post to beat the boredom of my blog......

wei ting

a small world....

2008-01-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

i think that when 2 people meet each other, is not just coincidence or fate but maybe by God's plan...

met the guys at the E1 block at 10am (as usual) ytd. was talking about the blood donation drive and stuffs, since everyone was from red cross IG de except me. but it was something gd to know anyway. hahax

met up with emily, deb and chun kwee for lunch. went for the educational fair at the agora before eating, well quite cool but it's still a matter about getting the minimum GPA in order to get in. saw nehemiah with his takeaway while buying our food. just then, i heard a familiar voice called my name. Klara! we hugged each other and it has been a long while since we last see each other. finally today she's willing to sit with us for lunch. hehex! had a long long chat while eating, not really care about my things for presentation since the program had already finished during the 2nd meeting.

anyway VB was easy, just some additional stuffs after last week's. heard that next week is maths again (oh well....) but there still errors in the codes making part of my program slightly different.

met up wih the guys again after school and saw jeff tearing papers. some advertisement(should i called it that?) to put in for the blood drive brochures. helped him tear as there is really a lot.(heard that on that day itself also need to tear) emily came and had her playing on the piano (or to call it a keyboard?) since my lappie had scores. awesome music! hahax...

went home arn 5++pm to 6. michael was saying that it's early to be home at this time, and his hp rang and his fren asked him to meet at tampines. he was like yeah! fren meet me, no need go home so early. hahax!!! since the place was st 82 (which is really near my house) i offered to bring him there. at first was to take the bus but since the bus just went by, i told him that actually his location could just walk directly straight till the end from here and we walked our way there.

had some loss of direction once we stopped at the junction. blk 830, 831 whr is 832??? walking here and there lookng for the block (find it kind of stupid especially when live around the area yet dunno whr is the place) den his fren called again saying that he will come and fetch him. went to eat dinner at the nearby coffeeshop. while michael bought the drinks the fren chatted with me. (heard from michael that he is also a brother in church) after 1 big round, i realised i knew who the fren is. his sister, meng was my previous caregrp de sister. tad time on pre christmas service the both of us was talking on our way back. but that time he was wearing a suit so eventually i didn't get to realised it was him.

after dinner, went to his house and michael had his lappie fixed for some problems and chat some things. (which eventually IT helpdesk is useless, couldn't solve much but produce even more) he intro us a game which is similar to audition. quite fun, and i think is more better than audition as its songs are more of the songs from the different artistes be it in english, chinese, jap or korean.

eventually used his com to do the usual routine and finished within 20 mins. (perhaps even more? well i dunno) heard that his fren who is doing mlm business, now fighting for car incentive in the company. (from what i know only venture era does tad) he said he used to be from there too, red bison and he went hahax... the moment he heard that the ppl in that group now wear formal everyday. (tad's what happen when i was still in there)

seriously being too engross in a game doesn't do us any good. his fren came and i only knew it a few minutes later. shocked, stuned whatever expressions could describe my feelings at tad moment. Mr Miao Hua?! since i wanted to buy products from venture era previously but dunno wan find who, and ytd happen to know tad Mr Miao Hua (pardon tad i still call him the way i used to call in the company) is Robin's fren (the brother's name is Robin) why not support him since the both of us used to be in the same team. he taught me about the phone techniques and practiced with me. during the days in venture era, i learn a lot of things which cause me to look at things in different angles. thx to them! hahax... (sry for skipping lots of details... hahax!)

the world is really small.....

wei ting

the rainbow...

2008-01-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

ytd just attended my science module saying about the rainbow colours in the CD -ROMs. well kind of a fun topic, but the class is really sian...

met up with the guys and had a great time during the breaks (which i really like it!) everyone spending the time together, it's really memorable. the past 3 days keep chiong-ing the cards for tml CG. it's tiring to write, but i think it worth the effort. sometimes even a small gesture by someone, you just want to thank them for it. similarly, when you write thanksgiving or even encouragement cards it's really by all your sincerity to the person. you wish them to be safe and blessed....

just now emily sent me an sms which really remind me of the rainbow module and at the same time touches me a lot.....

the rainbow is a sign of God's promise that He'll guide and ease our troubles or whatever forms. when you feel battered by life's storm, filled with doubts and dismay, remember that God's rainbow is coming. for it's blessing you only have to pray.

wei ting

the five love languages... (take it! =])

2008-01-14T02:49:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Words of Affirmation:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Receiving Gifts:		4
Physical Touch:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

tiredness...x_X

2008-01-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

practically slept only for 2 hrs before going to school ytd. met up and flew to sch in cab with ash, is seriously late!!!! the moment the cab stops i chiong my way to class. on the way, saw jason and he was doing his FYP in the library. was 2 minutes before starting the UT, practically in a rush mode. but was relieved that i finished the test with extra 5 mins to even check.

had VB lesson this week and the following weeks. (hope so!!!) missed VB so much, the whole mth doing maths wasn't a great thing at all!!! seriously my brain that time was in chaos mode. dun get wad the problems saying basically.

meet the guys at 10 again, and we went to E1 and sat there to talk. talked about the prayer meet on wed, QT and others. we talked until we nearly forget abt the time to go back to class. den done the whole program in meeting 2. was trying to understand why and how it works. went for lunch at E1 with nehe, emily and chun kwee. 10 bucks for today was gone after paying for the cabby, so no more cash for the time being. sianz.... but i brought the biscuit tad was distributed on wed, so i treat tad as my lunch.

meet up with emily and karen after school outside de library. before tad, went to AXS machine to top-up my card. seriously my prepaid was left a pathetic amount tad i couldn't call. den decided to go over to jeff's house to relax and meet up with windez and michael. had kfc for dinner and happened to shot 1 picture which windez do something funny to his food.

sry if the photo is realy unclear, it is basically the skin from the chickens wrapping the soya bean kueh. hahax.... watching the last 2 parts of true singapore ghost stories, it was kind of gd. helped michael to change his blogskin and den chatted with windez before going off at 10:30pm. reached interchange and missed the 72 bus, sad... took 293 back home. reach hme at 12:20am.

practically tired....

wei ting

sch re-open

2008-01-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

today was school re-open de second day. seriously, it's real sian. sian until i also dunno how to say. since ytd was 1st day of sch, i had something different.

meet up with the Hope ppl at 10 for fasting thingy. den i found out tad stephen was in the same block. saw nehemiah (early guy, hahax!!!) sitting on a bench reading some guitar stuffs and waited for the others to get here quickly.

we began to chat about wad things we want to fast on. soon it's time for us to get back to class, den we decided to meet up for lunch at 12:30pm. so i was having a "memorable" time with the enterprise module.

12:30 pm, meet up with the guys and only some of us ate. we had a great time chatting and eating, den went back to class again. after sending them off, went to buy drinks with stephen. den back to class to chiong the rest of the day before meeting them again after school.

went to eat at the horizon foodcourt at causeway and the others left until leaving michael, jeff and me. so we decided to go to jeff's place and we are buying stuffs to snack on and drink. do the RP routine at his place and watch true singapore ghost stories vcds. before we know, it's alrdy 10++pm and me and michael left jeff's place and on the way home. took arn 1 hr to reach home. reach home first thing tad greets me was my parents' scolding... haiz.. dunno how say...

today we meet again at 10 am for prayer walk. after calling den we realised the guys weren't in sch. argh!!! hahax... den we went arn the blocks to pray and by 11am, we done the W blocks. but not the others. we were deciding whether during lunch break go to complete.

just then nehemiah sent a msg asking we all wanna meet up for lunch at 12:30. so we replied and in the end only nehemiah, karen, chun kwee, me, windez and his classmate. arn 1:30pm we end our lunch and back to the boring class. hahax!!!

after the day ends, went to deb's class for her book and my harddisk. den meet windez and the others at the entrance of the library before we went off to causeway again for guitar strings. den we spent our time window shopping and finally down at long john while waiting michael.

today's lesson is really boring.... purely boredom...

wei ting

celebration...

2008-01-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

celebrated michael's b'day with a big big surprise!!! XD

woke up at 12pm (initially 11) by the vibration of my hp due to a person calling. (the caller was known to be nehemiah after the day) but really thx to him, if not i doubt i will even wake up on time to meet Ruth, nehemiah and Dao at 1:30pm; douby ghaut.

was late by few mins due to the train, so long den come!!! den went off with Ruth to PS first to get the spray cans and the cake. in the end, the spray cans were no where to be found in the PS!!! (after going to spotlight and carrefour) argh!!! so we decided to confirm the venue for buying the cake before meeting nehemiah in front of the Levi's shop.

we went up and arn PS to continue our search for the spray cans, but to no avail. so all our phones were up to call ppl but all the phones dunno what they doing tad time, just couldn't get through. in the end, Ruth managed to call jeff and get the spray cans done. den we heard that ke jie was alone at the station. so nehemiah decided to go find her and instructed Ruth and me to get the cake and our food den proceed to Istana park to do the necessary preparations for the celebration.

on the way to Istana park thru the underpass, we spotted nehemiah buying a drink from the vending machine. hahax!!! he deposited a coin in and the machine just dun accept it and he was thinking if the coin is thai money. he took out and see and it's really a thai coin! hahax!!! XD

Dao was already there when we reached and all the things tad michael supposed to do was down at the different strips of paper. hahax.. the forfeits are so funny lah!!! hahax XD... while waiting for them, we ate our lunch and do the necessary hiding. karen also came with us, hahax!!! the best hiding is the knife, totally can't see!!! hahax...

den after all the preparation, we were ready for the surprise. i totally have no idea how come they are so fast! and in the end i no time to light the candles!!! hahax!!! XD!!! michael at this point of time had became a rainbow, all the sprays and everything. hahax!! den we brought him to the venue to start the hunting. the guys are really daring! they asked him to find everything!!! hahax... time span was 10 mins. going up and down, left and right and after 10 mins he failed the hunt with the shortage of a birthday tag. he was asked to choose a forfeit. again, the guys wan him do all the forfeits. hahax!!!

den after all the climax, we cut the cake and share our testimonies. (sry for going faster without details!!!) the cake was great! so were the testimonies sharing! den we had our cg planning (it was suppose to be a cg planning) which we decided to have a prayer meet on the 1st wk of sch den cg again on the next wk. den after all the things were done, we went back and had our rest as tml is the start of the sch again (oh no!!!) the surprise party is really awesome!!! =D

wei ting

service...

2008-01-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

went for service today. it was cool! hahax!! =D

accompany emily today to the youth service at 12pm. so initially was to meet windez and emily at 11am. but cos need to get some stuffs done, so i meet them at nexus instead. i was running really late by the time i reached nexus. den i saw cai juan at the entrance issuing the brochures. we chatted for a while and windez called. stephen also join us in the youth service.

frankly speaking youth service is really different from tertiary. in youth, u can really experience the enthusiasm in the students. i personally agree with tad, cos i used to be from youth. the enthusiasm in tertiary and youth is totally different. perhaps when ppl mature, things just change without even u knowing. so, eventually going to youth service once again is a different experience bah....

had teachings with andrew after youth service. chun kwee, emily, me and andrew went to hemisphere cafe for the teachings. the place is really cosy! plus the rain outside, it's awesome!!! (but the aircon is making me cold like siao....) emily went off earlier for her dental appt. den the 3 of us went to buy a cake for michael to celebrate his b'day at the CLM before going back to tertiary service. hahax yeah i chiong 2 services. =D

den after service went to eat at the wanton mee stall. den send ke jie and chun kwee back, and proceed to mac to discuss michael's b'day celebration. den we had tons of ideas out, den we eliminate those cmi de. hahax... so funny lah... hahax!!! =D

great day... tml need go out again... haiz....

wei ting

1st CG in yr 2008

2008-01-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i'm back! i knew that the posts i owing here is getting more and more as days passed! (till the recent: 8 posts) so i decided that, i will stop the owing by posting the most recent (which is the 8th post) today. the other owing posts.... hahax... just keep waiting! XD!!!

ytd i had this wonderful time at jacob's place near eunos. it was the venue for our 1st CG in the year 2008!!! wooo!!!~~ seriously, it has been months and days or even 1 year since i last attend CGs. (*sob sob* hahax!!!) so we decided to meet at 12pm at eunos mrt station and heng yu will lead us there.

at first is wanted to meet windez at raffles place at 11:15am to buy the fruits. den in the end, i'm seriously late!!! 11:15am i'm still walking towards bedok mrt station. until when i reached aljunid(pardon the spelling) mrt, den windez called to ask me and chun kwee to join ruth and heng yu at eunos instead. so i called chun kwee and took the mrt to lavender, hoping to meet tgt and go eunos. in the end, he nva picked up the call and the time shown 11:30am alrdy. so i went back to eunos first, with paying my internet bills at the S.A.M machine in mind. while paying, emily showed up behind me. so the two of us sat down and chat while waiting for the others.

she was telling me about wad happen before she came here. there were 2 korean women tad she met previously asking her to go to their church. they were claiming tad their church is the most traditional while the others had some reform or smt. she was saying abt the way they talked to ppl and seriously their method went wrong! it gd tad they wan more ppl to know abt God, so they went evangelising which is a gd thing. but the way they speak is so wrong!!! is like forcing others to join them!!! (i shan't say too much abt it anyway)

after tad i was telling her my previous workplace here and therefore afraid meeting the previous colleagues here esp. den Ruth came, so we decided to go buy drinks from 7-11. deb came and i was shocked, ruth was asking me whether we know each other. so i said yeah, sec sch frens. deb was telling me how busy she was currently and everything, i was kind of shocked when she said she went for the campus crusade and everything. i asked her abt jacob, and she said yeah yeah. so the conclusion here is i and her knows who is jacob. hahax!!!

chun kwee was saying he's coming soon cos his alarm clock spoilt and woke up late. heng yu and ke jie also haven come. while waiting for them, we chatted and cos i'm facing them i can see who is coming down from the train and so on. just when i was about to talk, i saw a very familiar face! and to my horror, tad person is mr miao hua! he was also looking at my direction, and seriously i was panicking!!! i shifted my direction, got up from my place and started running away to hide. den i decided to go back, after hiding arn 1 min (stupid fast) and he was walking towards the company. i was saying thx God tad he didn't see me. we con't our conversation and i realised it's actually ok to see him and not hiding in the first place. we can still be friends though we can't be colleagues! i scold myself being silly and stupid. hahax!!!

den after arn an hour of waiting, heng yu and ke jie came and we were on our way to the venue!!! hahax!!! the place was at the top of a factory in one of the kaki bukit industrial park. when we reached, the guys told us to take off our shoes (oh tad stinks...hahax!!!) and close our eyes as we went in. we were lead to some place and was told to sit down on the chair. when we opened our eyes, in front of us was the food brought from windez's dad de restaurant. awesome lunch!!! hahax!!!

after the lunch we had a game of pool (Ruth and me was saying we want to play) before the game starts. we had charades and seriously the game is fun! trying to get everyone know wad u are acting out. mine was totally wah..... i have to act out the word Lust. struggling for quite sometime before i finally have an idea on how to act. finally, Ruth managed to guess wad i was acting out and after the two game masters acted on the leftovers (seriously it sound so wrong!!!) we end the 1st game and proceed to smt challenging. 2nd game: overhydrate. main aim was tad players were to put in their desired amount of liquid in a cup and not to overflow the contents. else, they have to drink the whole cup of liquid. 1st round we had coke with tonic water and tomato juice and windez kena it. 2nd round we had tomato juice with tonic water! (seriously it look gross!!!) and heng yu kena. 3rd round, we had the tonic water with ice lemon tea and coke. ke jie kena and i tasted the drink, it's really ok!!! still can drink de!!!

tad ends our 2nd game and lastly we had this card hunting and at the end, we exchanged the card to the respective owner. thx jeff for writing the cards!!! den we had our praise and worship!! the songs are great!! hahax!!! after the songs and worshipping, we had our holy communion. chocolate bread and ribena! hahax... they were joking about the bread and so on... hahax!!!

after the holy communion, we had the testimony time. starting from jeff, he was saying about the point of time when he backslided and how his fren bringing him going churches to get him to know God again. i still rmb the sentence he said, which impacted me. once God named you as His child, you can nva escape. wad he said is true, even God were to overuse his creativity to bring us back to Him, He's willing to do it. den after jeff, i was next. den deb shared her short story at the camp how God affirmed her fears and everything. so after her short sharing, i started saying about the 8 mths and 8 days away from church and everything and to now with the group. den emily shared how she came to know abt God at the age of 9 and so on. i was touched by her story too after jeff's. den chun kwee was saying his and how God has helped him and everything.

after the sharing, we had teachings from michael!!! woo!!!~~~ the teaching is awesome and i really get to know more abt how God loves us from the teachings. also thx michael for doing the handouts. den we had our fruit time. hahax!!! i simply love the green apples, they smelled so nice!!! arh....(drifting away liao hahax!!!) so everyone was explaining how the fruit represented love in their perspectives. den after tad everyone go on with their own things.

ytd night, windez told me tad ke jie rededicated on the way home. i was really happy, because i myself experience it before too! hahax!!! a great day ytd!!! =D

God,
thank you for bringing me back to you, back to your side again.
you showed me through chun kwee and emily, when they accepted you into their lives.
you brought me back to the time when i accept you into my life and showed me what you've done.
you made me feel your presence again and proved me with your love on the christmas service.

i'm really glad and thankful to be back here with you, Lord.
i'm glad that i accepted you into my life.
you renew my life once again.

in your name i pray, Amen

wei ting

delaying posts

2008-01-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!! seriously i'm really sorry that the blog wasn't update. i eventually don't have the time to do because i'm going out every now and then. up to today, to my calculation, i have already owed 6 posts. really sorry about that and i will try to update as fast as possible and finally, i wished everyone a happy 2008!!!

=)

wei ting

christmas celebration #02

2007-12-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

ytd went to for service at the rock. it's awesome!!!! hahax!!!

basically ytd was the christmas service for my church, at the rock; suntec city (again!) so met up with the RP guys at 2pm at the cityhall mrt control station. the reason why i am with the guys is because i asked nic the day before which one to go to, his or RP there. den is like he say since RP there is saying going for the 3pm de den go lor, if cannot make it den go for the 7pm de, his side there de. so since i can make it for the 3pm so i go over to the RP side lor. on the way, i saw Denise; my shepherd, yi qin and winstar.

den is like during the service i had a great time there and guess wad, i could sing the songs without seeing the lyrics on the screen! well in fact tad isn't anything great to say about hahax...

den is like chun kwee received Christ!!! another member in our family!!! woo!!!~ den is like after service we went to eat at the Carl's Jr, but the food there is so ex. in the end, me and windez went over to Mcdonalds for our food. in the midst of eating, saw meiyi and went over to hug her and is like everyone on my table saw (i think) den is like chatted with her for a while den is like she was asking me about the ppl on my table, cos she thought i change to another church because she never saw the ppl of my sch before. so i intro her to them. den since she had her friends with her and also going for the service at 7, so we bade each other and return to the guys. den is like jason and jerrome started giving out presents and i gotten this onigiri shaped plushie!!! hahax... anime de if i not wrong... hahax!!!

den after all the eating, we went to 'exercise' at the arcade. me and chun kwee and others had our shot at the basketball. it's really awesome. had great fun there. den is like jovin left earlier, after that i went over to jason's shop to get the exchanged present of the weiqi de done jerrome came to help too, den saw emily and michael. den we went back to the arcade and found tad chun kwee's handphone was missing. after all the search we still can't find his handphone. we were wondering where to go after tad, to movie or wad. den in the end we went to jason shop and michael was buying presents there. hahax!!! den after tad we waited for the rest tad went to the 7pm service, and proceed to Gelare for a chill out. den is like me and chun kwee drank the same beverage and the others were like ice cream and smoothies.

we went home and waited wen hui from his toilet break. we guys chatted and found out that windez know francine too!!! hahax wad a small world!!! hahax... den we went home and when i reached home is close to 12pm le. hahax den is like my dad told me tad he picked up a cybershot camera in the taxi earlier and i was like wah.... too good man! a cybershot camera... worth at least 400 bucks.

in any case, today is a great day for me!!!

wei ting

christmas celebration #01

2007-12-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

today celebrated christmas with eng chun and ash. tad tan ah ma say 12pm meet, in the end he meet us at 12:40pm leh!!! 40 mins late leh!!! kind of pek chek by his lateness.

den is like we went to eat at the hawker centre near the bugis street. den is like saw weijuan and benjamin choo.i was like shock to him lah.... a bit suay i think. hahax!!! den is like after tad we walk our to paradiz centre for our pool. is like eng chun dunno the building name. den we follow him go lor... den when i saw this SIC (singapore institute of commerce) sign, den is like i rmb the place. is the same place as wad nic brought me to eat soy bean curd last sat after service. so i ask them wan eat soy bean curd den ah ma say okok bring them there, so i brought them there and eat lor.. den is like tad moment i saw the sign and ah ma was saying the pool is at the building behind the dunno wad plaza (forget the name) i already know is paradiz centre. besides, the place he say play pool de is in fact the place that i went to tad time during the class outing.

den after tad we took bus to suntec (again) hahax!! den is like we took the path tad i went home from there yesterday. den is like i rmb ash like anime and cosplay things, so i brought her to jason's shop den is like saw jerrome there. hahax... same outfit as yesterday. was like had a small chat with him there. den is like cos ash's time got limit, den we have to chiong to sing k mah so in the end we didn't really see much but we promised to be back.

go into k box was like totally different, this time really different. i didn't sing much, and the best thing is tad we had solos. which i in fact wanted long long ago. den is like i this time round sing most of the guys songs, so is like my voice is rather low in some sense. den is like cos low right, the 2 of them say no one will know that is actually a girl but not a guy sing. hahax!!! den is like kind of sad when don't have the song by SHE, the song tad i had on my blog. but got tank's bull fighting (dou niu yao bu yao), so tad song is i solo. next follow up is show's bet on it (bi sha ji), so is like hehex!!! solo again!!! woo.... den is like today at some point of time we sort of make ours like concerts. like the person solo den the remaining will sorta become like the fans at the concerts. a bit kee siao i know... hahax!!! XD

den after k we went back to jason's shop, but before that i went to buy some t-shirts and is cheap!!! 1 for 9 bucks and 2 for 16. cheaper den bugis street leh... hahax... den we went to jason's shop den is like ash went to try a cosplay costume. jerrome was away serving a customer, den after that i return the catalogue to him and bid him a goodbye. den is like went we go home, suay suay rain... sian diao...

today can consider a gd day lah....

wei ting

awesome day!!!

2007-12-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i'm back!!! sry for not posting like a month... hahax was kinda busy. so nva update. my faults ok!! =D ok back to the topic...

today went out with the church guys from RP. it's awesome can!!! reached bugis at 12:15pm like tad but i went to parco first to settle some of my things first den is like go BHG find annie. but i think she worked afternoon shift bah, or even off day, cos didn't see her there. den went to MUJI (long time no go le) buy chips. den is like waiting for them also.. den until like around 12:45 like tad i ask windez where are they den is like he called me saying that he will be late, den he said he ask jovin to meet up with me first. den is like i say ok... den is like Jason called asking where am i, den i told him. den after that jovin called asking where am i. den i told him that i'm near the taxi stand there. before he came, i was wondering how he looks like. den when he came, i was like ok... jovin is tad drummer i saw at the service last week. hahax!!! i have to say that when i first saw him last week i thought he is kinda those serious serious de (from the face mah). den today, i found out that he is really like a comedian! hahax... there goes my lousy interpretion of a person... (again) hahax!!! den is like saw the others at the food court after fetching another gal (i forgotten her name, there goes my STM).

i was walking around trying to find something to eat, den saw jovin behind me. den he was like asking me whether anything caught my eyes, just den i saw the korean store. den is like i pointed at it, jovin was like: "u can take spicy?" i said: "yah... i can." den he was like saying about his experience of tearing after eating the hotplate spicy beef. den saw windez, so the 3 of us just went back. i had this dolsot bibimbap, hahax!! was nice. den is like my table (consisting of jovin, michael, windez, jason, the gal (i forget her name that came along with me and jovin) and me.) was like having a lot of funny jokes. like milo-hiam, which simply means spicy milo and so on. it like so funny. the bibimbap is really tad much tad i can't finish it. den is like ok forget it since i couldn't finish it. den after that we went shopping down at the bugis street. den is like the girls and guys went different ways. den saw this shop sell great t-shirts. next time must go there buy. hehex!!! den after that meet the guys at the stairs near the topshop shop at parco. den is like we waited for jovin and another guy to come back before proceeding to suntec. den the time while waiting we are taking pictures using jason's camera. i have to say the jason here and the jason i say just now is different. so basically, there is 2 jason(s) in the group. hahax!!!

the 4 gals (including me) and jason took jovin's car den the others went for the mrt. ok.. jovin's car was cool too. got this high-tech thingy in the car which can help to get u to the destination without afraid of getting lost. (which i think is gd for the road idiots... u know who i'm talking about... oops... hahax!!!) den when we reach suntec, den is like no slots at the carparks which i think they shud increase when is like on peak periods. den went to G2000 to met up the guys, and den carrefour to meet up with jovin. den on the way to carrefour, was chatting with jason (the one with the camera) den is like was chatting about who's my shepherd and so on.

den we decided to grab some food at the basement, at the KFC. there was like laughing like no on cares cos it's really funny. hahax!!! den we went up to the rock and is like it seems so cool. den we went over to jason's shop. oh yeah forget to say, jason had this shop where it sells some cosplay costumes and things that are related to the anime world like naruto and bleach and so on. kinda like meet up with jerrome there, he was working. he was wearing this costume of a character (dunno wad name) in naruto de. (at least i know is wad anime can... hahax!!!) den around 7 i went off with jovin and jason (the one with the camera). they had another meeting at Penisula Plaza (pardon the spelling) while i went home. so on the way was like chatting about how i came to know God and everything.

i have to say that today is really awesome. really thankful to God to let me know this group of brothers and sisters. i'm really happy that i accept Christ and i didn't decide to backslide back then. really thank God for everything, God is really great! Amen!

** jason (the one got the shop de) he actually knows yuqi and others. he also know ci yuan and so on! omg... hahax!!! another WeiQi player in HOPE. hahax!!! WeiQi rawks!!!!

wei ting

celebration!!!

2007-11-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

ytd after the POL-ITE competition, a big grp of us consisting of: NP, SP, NYP, RP went to storm AMK there. at first wan storm Mac de, but not enough so go eat at the S11 first. den after that is like we are discussing where to go: sing K, pool or LAN. den is like some of us wan sing, some wan play pool and the others LAN. so we break into 3 grps lor. i went to the sing K de grp haha. nice time man. 11 of us, 5 of them are gals (including me). den is like me, qiu ping, kelly, hui ting and melvin go in first den the others at the other side. den is like we started singing songs, melvin rush his homework first. den after that wei song came overden he say there is unbalance in the both rooms. ours is 阴气 too much another side is 阳气 too much. hahax!!! den is like our here is got songs from 罗志祥 den other side dun have. den wee hong also came over.

the most funny thing of the day is when alex came over. he say he wan sing jolin. wan me to challenge sing the guys part (macam sex change) den i say ok arh... can sure! den wee hong and others whoa... hahax!!! den is like ok lor... sing de 今天你要嫁给我 . omg!!! alex sing the jolin part everybody just went jellied!!! hahax!!! den is like wei song take over him den sex orientation went back to normal. i sang jolin's he sang david's. den is like sang quite a lot of duets and songs. until i nearly went no voice again. den is like sing angela's 不痛 sound so different lor... wei song arh... he really sound so gd when he sings!!! woo... our weiqi 歌神 arh!!!! hahax!!! in the end we wrapped up with the song from FIR: 月牙湾 sang by me. wah... is a lot of the 假音 can!!! the time was 3++ in the morning le lor... hahax!!! den is like after that we storm the mac and stay until 5:30 am before proceeding home. is tired de lor.... but fun!!! hahax!!!

wei ting

shopping...

2007-11-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

today went out early in the morning with klara and guys. meet at the bugis mrt station. den we proceed to the hawker centre to eat our breakfast. watching the men in white at the same time (stupid lame can!!! hahax!!!)

den went to sim lim square to get my mouse and james' com de ram thingy. den we went back to the hawker centre for lunch. den after tad we went to bugis street there buy my bag den we proceed to orchard.

den we went window shopping at the wisma before proceeding to takashimaya. as usual, we go taka = go kino. so we went directly up to kino, den is like james and klara went to make their business for damn long can! den jing wen and me was inside the bookstore. she was sitting on the bench, while i went to search my stuff. den is like at a critical moment, i remembered oguri shun's pictorial book: oguri note, den i was searching high and low for it lah... in the end dun have but got others, like the iwasaki of stand up! den gokusen 2 de hayato and odagiri. wah.. damn nice lor... den i bought 2 comic books abt 樱野3加1 de show de (from show to comic lah....) den is like today spend quite a lot....

brought these things back with me to school for weiqi den after tad went home arn 8++pm. ate dinner with qiu ping at yoshinoya.... den i realised i have been eating rice all day, since morning till night. damn... gonna be a rice bowl le.....

wei ting

weiqi craze...

2007-11-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

this week was holiday, den is like going out like crazy.... or rather to say, out for the whole week.

just take monday, tues, thurs and fri to say lah, all these days are weiqi training can! just to prepare for the POL-ITE next week!!! wah... den is like totally intensive training session lor!!! tues also plus outing with klara and guys....
wed: class outing
sun: outing with weiqi members

haiz... nth to say siah.... can't even go work this whole week. i think only on sat den i can bah... maybe sat also cannot........

wah... i dunno wad to say le siah for this week.... can kee siao siah....

wei ting

wad a week....

2007-11-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

monday had enterprise lesson but alex not here so change to another faci. wah.... damn dun like him can.... haiz... dun say tad faci le.. damn angry when say him. den i pon half-day lor... hahaz... my 1st skip in sem 2. hehex!!! den tues was sci... nice investigation on bio... continuation from last week. culture on wed, not bad... ok can manage lor... a great thing is tad laura is still teaching us!!!! hahax....

thurs, no need say... damn nice one can!!!! my favourite VB codes.... hahax!!!! the program i can do it until got hint lah... even zac say i siao liao... hahax... he asked me about the making 2 letters appear de den i show him lor... i also ask him about the chance tad wan. den after tad he is like he saw my codes for the hint de den he say wah... u are sick man.... hahahax!!! den yesterday same group as him. cognitive was bad, had a debate on science and technology, which is like this 2 are inter-related man... i rather do something better, maybe education? den is like at night talked to my parents about my work, and getting them down for parental appointment. but they are too busy tad they can't. haiz...

dunno why i had this feeling tad i can't do well, not because my parents, but more likely my relatives there. cos now my parents allow me to work, but not going thru the PA den go SA, sure tio wan... haiz... i dunno what to say... die le lor... i dun wanna give up like tad!!!!! argh!!!!

wei ting

revived???

2007-10-30T08:26:00.000+08:00

last sat went back to venture era after the "short break" hahax... i still dare say. hahax!!! x_X den is like ok lor..... nth much... saw mr yi ming, mr miao hua, mr zhi tao and ms ying xi. den is like mr yi ming was like talking to them... den he say to mr zhi tao (cos i came from behind), that i come already. den is like after was the usual hand shakes and den sat down with mr zhi tao and talk. den jia wang came over and den mr eric. was talking abt the past week doing wad lor and the upcoming one week holiday plan. den is like nth much to do, den was suppose to leave at 3++pm, den is like i say wan learn abt pp de things lor... den mr eric tell me abt the water and the air de. den arn 4++ den went home (cos i went there arn 2:30pm, den is like leave at 3+++ like a bit early....) went to tm and buy yoshinoya beef de, den damn shuang, savouring the meal and watching the shows.... hahax!!! XD

den sunday went out with eng chun and ash. meet up with eng chun at 1++pm den we went to the banquet and eat, den went down to somerset to take my re:vantage card den is like on the way there saw jian hua with his frens at the cityhall mrt platform.... den is like we went to see hair dyes den came out of the guardian shop saw him and his frens again....x_X... den went to the youth park there den saw cheng and shu ching. den after tad we went to meet up ash. den on the way rain!!! argh!!! den is like went to far east shop and eat. den after tad went to safra play pool, on the way back, saw guo sheng and pang cheng, the two saw eng chun and ash but not me. hahax!!!! we take bus 5 back... is long de lor... nearly doze off in the bus. den went to play pool... den in the end went to play LAN until 9++.... had a great day man... hahax!!!

wad a life...

2007-10-24T08:13:00.000+08:00

the past days are totally sad sad case....

summer snow
wah... really can cry until dunno like wad. that 堂本刚 in the end die cos of bike accident(he was saving a kid from a motorbike) den is like he has a donor card. so is like his organs were being use for transplant for other patients... wad really cause ppl to cry is tad his gf (in the show)广末凉子had a heart ailment which dangers her life anytime. den cos of tad accident, his heart was donated to her as she is in need of one (worse still, he got into tad accident is when he was rushing his way to see her in the hospital). as she recovers from the transplant, she saw 堂本刚 times and times again, not knowing the truth tad he has already passed on until she went to his house. his siblings was waiting for the time to come before telling her, but because of his "disappearance" from her side, she came about knowing the truth. (he was accompanying her the whole time while she is recovering) is really sad lor.... they have a promise tad they haven't accomplish arh... den now he go on first. wah..... kaoz... can't continue liao siah... if not cry non-stop... got to see the show urself...

终极一家
ytd watched the last episode of 终极一家, wah... so cool man 夏天(jiro) become the 终极铁克人. wah.... the uniform is like so so cool lor.... and he is shuai wan lor.... hahax!!!! XD. the wu zhun so funny... on fire siah...(cos he is de 火焰使者) den is like he is on fire. hahax!!! tad moment when 盟主(arron) and 兰陵王(calvin) plus 夏天 meet up with the 火焰使者 is like totally Fahrenheit gathering lor... hahax XD!!!! wah... the ending arh.... really cannot make it. the whole thing just end with them going to eat 雄哥(夏天's mum) cook de food (which only certain ppl can eat, others will chuah sai wan)

can't wait for 恶作剧之吻2 to air in taiwan. have news that they will take over 公主小妹after tad show ends... omg!!!! i just dun like danson's character lah.... a total ah gua.... a guy acting like a girl.... waddefish... den ex comic boys member: zheng shao zhong, act as the ke lian male nurse tad become xiang qin's model for injection. haiz... so interesting.... can't wait man....

wei ting

hahaha

2007-10-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

drama craze is up in action again. watched finish GTO and now watching summer snow, where oguri shun was acting as a guy with hearing disability. he is wow! still have the looks of GTO tad time. he is real tall! 18 yrs only, and he is like taller than 堂本刚 (in the show) already lor... kaoz...

thurs had a great time teaching the jap IG ppl on how to play weiqi.(eventhough most of the time is spent having meeting with yuqi and wan zhen) some of them can really play. i even saw one with the hikaru no go book siah. nice man!!! weiqi rox!!! ;P

wed went to celebrate rebecca's belated birthday at the jap restaurant next to the swimming complex. met up with xuan hui before meeting up with rebecca. den is like chat about what i'm doing while waiting for the birthday girl. den is like the restaurant ok lor... not bad. ate sushi with pickled ginger, another kind of flavour worx. which i think better den the usual soy sauce with wasabi. den is like had a nice meal there before going home. den is like on the way make a lot of stupid jokes. den is like laugh until dunno like wad. hahahax!!!! XD

had a great time this week...

wei ting

tired...

2007-10-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!! sry guys.. recently no time to blog cos of watching drama and got so tired cos of it!!! (hahax x_X) somehow got affected by these dramas and wanting to learn Jap!!!! hahax... tad time i say learn korean and i haven master until like wad and now wan learn Jap.... very de wad siah....

Jap - drama i was watching:
- hanazakarino kimitachi e
- hana yori dango 1&2
- gokusen 1&2
currently: GTO (great teacher onizuka)

all because of him: oguri shun!!! in GTO hor... wah he is really kawaii neh!!!! 16 yrs old leh!!! his voice haven become wad he has now lah... so ke lian siah.. in GTO always kena bullied... haiz...

now i have to say smt fishing serious...
tad dickson is really....
really....
look much more better den my sch tad xiao cao lah!!!!!

fish.... waddafish are they searching the people for when the result is 2 people who can't even make it???(in my point of view, no offense) is really really damn cham can.... i rather dick is the one standing at tad stage pls.... fish... it just sux.... i have to say tad, tad two is uncomparable to my senior and his gf pls. my senior and his gf is really those 金童玉女can.... 男的俊, 女的俏. really and tons better.... haiz.... i can even say dick and mel together is better den tad 2 "gorgeous"... fish.... it just so sux....

i just can't watch it anymore.... really cannot make it...

wei ting

hey gorgeous...

2007-10-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

ytd the hey gorgeous came to my sch... is damn chaos can... everyone was like standing there watching them... making a big crowd. den i also 凑热闹 went over to see. den saw fiona, ben and mi lu bing de nic. hahax.... den is like ok... nth much.... den is like a bit bo liao lor.... i dunno why wad so gd about having tad program lor.... sian untill dunno wad. today work again.... hope i can slp long for tonight till tml morning and no disruptions in my sleep....

wei ting

still tired....

2007-10-05T08:32:00.000+08:00

the past days are still in the tired zone, just can't sleep can. haiz... eyes keep wan to close, wed nearly dozed off in class.

was kind of hooked to photoshop ever since my classmate taught me a little on how to use it.it's so fun can, den is like keep making wallpapers out of it. hahax.. i won't be running out of wallpaper for use. ;D the wallpapers are shown below:

Hanazawa Rui aka Oguri Shun

Fahrenheit & Danson

best-ies gang

the jokers...

the past 2 days have been playing heart attack with my classmates. hahax... is funny can.was kinda laughing like crazy lor... hahax!!!! 8D the forfeit is funny de lor.... batman, spiderman, underdog also come out... hahax.... damn funny lah. last to put, must put on top rite.... they squezze below.... stupid siah and ytd some of us kena cut by the nails... omg... damn pain de lor... haiz.... i wan sleep now. eventhough i ytd is the earliest out of the past 4 days to slp, arn 12, still tired lor.... kaoz.... today the hey gorgeous come my sch... dunno who is the judge.... feel like wan to go see see later. i think later when i need to go home, no need walk le... hahax.... say until like so kua zhang...(but in fact is really kua zhang!!! x_X)

wei ting

tired...

2007-10-01T08:30:00.000+08:00

the past weekends spent my time working in the afternoon. den is like ytd bought the cal white to self experience, den is like eventually no taste lor. unlike the others that say got fishy/vomit taste (depends on one's body constitution), i had a mint taste lor. hahax!!! sian diao siah... den is like kind of thinking how to store my cal white, den is like i thought of the empty space above at the cabinet. den is like i open the box and i started to stuff my cal white in a box and the tray(being block by the box) so as to not let my mum see. den is like ok lor, got the effect they say previously. den is like i decided to buy 1 carton of cal water next, if not arh i everytime go is like have to buy from the cafe dere. sian diao leh...

i also dunno what is my body constitution is wad siah. drink cal water, the first sip is macam like nothing lor. no taste at all!!! just feel tad the water is tasty den just wan to keep drinking. den i manage to have a chance to drink the concentrated wan, also no taste (i think is because i had already drink the diluted wan) so i didn't really care lor. den is like now try cal white, macam i dunno how say siah... also no taste de lor. a bit dunno what is my body constitution made up of lor, macam like i'm a alien siah... so damn different lor.... haiz...

den ytd was like drama marathon, from arn 5 in the afternoon till arn 3:45am!!! is crazy man, i'm still having sch today lor. 6:45 wake up somemore, what am i thinking??? damn i dunno wad i doing lor. sian diao siah.... was watching hana yori dango series 1 and part of the series 2. the past week was watching hana kimi jap version. i know i macam slow, now den watch all these shows. den nevertheless, zhong ji yi jia. hahax!!! my fav drama of all. hahahax!!! =D follow up will be gong zhu xiao mei. the show is not bad too. hahax!!! lazy to disclose things frm the show...

arh... damn tired today. dun feel like going anywhere after sch, i wanna go home slp!!!!

wei ting

pek chek

2007-09-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

today so damn pek chek with the bus. i took the bus to school at 7:06 am den is like 10 mins later, the bus just can't continue moving cos is like the rear door of the bus just dun close. think the sensor got something wrong cos it was raining heavily tad time. den is like so damn suay lah... den is like alight from the bus and wait for the other. den is like so damn long lor for another wan. den is like the innova students are late for their lessons. den is like reach woodlands interchange at 8:15am. kns siah... waddahell.

took 169 cos 902 is long de lor de queue, den is like reached class at 8:33am, den is like roger is already in class lor... sian diao siah... heng today no UT, if not i curse and swear at the bus already. idiot siah... take more than 1 hr to reach sch... i'm thinking whether shud there be a shuttle bus tad can send innova and RP students de, something like from bedok interchange to woodlands interchange. like de 168 route. something like 902 de. i wonder will it be better???

den is like today the maths is tough. i can't take it man, dun even understand other den the operator A. haiz... die lor i think for semester 2. haiz....

i wan computing!!!!!!!!

wei ting

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coding fever...

*yawns...*

balls.... anyone???

touched...

birthday sprees...

dance floor...

blood drive....

ultra madness...

tired...

Loving day...

red cross camp

blehhh

fun and joy...

xD

a day of fun...

just a simple post...

hoarse...

have i?

just for now.... let me be...

nice feeling

wonderful day....

feeling high!!!! xDD...

meaningless...

chicken scratches....

ton-ing out...

just for information...

the world ain't tad big after all...

have a nice day....

you made up my days....

awesome!

thinking....

first day of sch

camp craze...

birthday cg....

guitar???

what what why?

hmm...??? o.0???

letting out...

small small world....

service rocks...

new bible wrapper....

fruitful....

flower festival....(it's dumb)

rahhh

lappie "crash"

meaningful!!!

wad for snacks???

a small world....

the rainbow...

the five love languages... (take it! =])

yawns...